I want to kill myself?

Question

I hate my life. I can't do anything. My grades aren't good. The girl I like keeps ignoring me. I get the feeling nobody wants me. I don't want to live anymore. I took one of those personality tests online and I answered every answer honestly and these are my personality traits:

messy, depressed, introverted, feels invisible, does not make friends easily, nihilistic, reveals little about self, fragile, dark, bizarre, feels undesirable, dislikes leadership, reclusive, weird, irritable, frequently second guesses self, unassertive, unsympathetic, low self control, observer, worrying, phobic, suspicious, unproductive, avoidant, negative, bad at saving money, emotionally sensitive, does not like to stand out, dislikes large parties, submissive, daydreamer

I HATE MY LIFE

Answer 1

Your life can get better. You're obviously going through a really sucky time right now, but it won't last forever!! Just to let you know not all of those qualities are so bad. Messy, for one is something alot of people are. reveals little about self just means your shy, which is okay.And not liking leadership, bad at saving money, emootionally sensitive,worrying,does not lie to stand out, dislikes large parties, and day dreaming could all change. And those internet personality tests are all garbage anyway.You sound really depressed. See a doctor. I know you probably don't want to, or don't think it will help, but some people in my family were depressed. If you find some one to talk to, and see a doctor for some medication you can feel better. Don't kill yourself!!!

Answer 2

You sound young so I will tell you the honest truth most of the girls we like have no feelings for us trust me there was many a girl I Iiked when in high school but they liked other people. Anyways I put that aside I found something I liked doing which was cooking and became very good at it. I also became better at
showing my feelings and dealing with life as I got older. Highschool or even college are some of the hardest and roughest years of our lives especially for social skills and finding out who you are inside. It is also a time for discovery in your life you will start to see things differently and you may find a friend for life anyways talking about death is not what you should be doing I was in your state of mind when younger and now I'm 31 have a beautiful wife and home and a decent career life does get better after school hang in there and find a hobby stop fixating on that girl and find someone that may be more open to talking and dating you the pretty ones tend to be a little dumb anyways look for a smart one my wife is hot but in high school she was a bit of a nerd with big hair so heres a tip be nice to some of the not so hot girls in school because they may remember you and you never know what the future may bring. God Bless and may you live a long and happy life.

Answer 3

I can remember when I was younger that I too found life very difficult. However, if we check we will see that we are not destined to remain the same. The purpose of life is to grow and fulfill our potential.

If you look back over your childhood have you always been this way? Have you always felt unwanted? Have you always liked girls? Will they always dislike you? Are you stuck being this way?

In other words, you need to focus on the fact that all things change. Your name is proof that we will change - "We are only going to die" shows that we will change from a living being to a non-living being at the end of our life. In the meanwhile you will experience other changes too.

If you want to start feeling better about yourself identify a few things that you do well. Do them often. Meet people who like to do the same thing. Do not worry about what others say. You will find you are your own best friend and you will want to be with yourself because you know how to enjoy yourself.

Good luck. If you need to talk there are a lot of people who know how to listen.

Answer 4

you need to see a doctor to get on some happy pills. Also why dont you get up and take a walk outside or work out that should help some. One more thing think about what you have and how good you have it. There are people out their that have it worse alot worse . Get up go do somthing that you enjoy . Enjoy life as much as you can . I was depressed like you and felt the same way. Then one day something woke me up that I need to live life to the fullest and forget about what others thought and do somthing about what is making me so depressed. I did and im off the happy pills and feel great . key workout

Answer 5

Now what would that achieve? Two dead bodies, so young. You need some counseling, not joking. You have some problems that I am sure not even you are aware of. WHY WOUL D YOU WANT AN ABORTION? Do do the deed you get the prize. Have kids NOT learned what happns when you have sex? But now to the baby...you have a beautiful innocent life inside you, just waiting to come into the world with a fresh brain thrilling to learn. If you later decide that keeping the baby for you is not in the baby's best interests, you can put him/her up for adoption. There are many places that will let YOU pick who gets to be the lucky parents of your beloved child. Loving couples makes videos and write diaries and submit them to adoption agencies to show mothers who are considering adoption why they would make the best parents. You never have to meet them or have them meet you if you don't wish. If you pick this route and the family while you are pregnant, in some cases they pay for your medical care for you to make sure their baby will be ok. Rethink your thoughts on this. Consider seeing a counselor. CONGRATS!

Answer 6

There is nothing on this earth worth killing yourself over. You need to be seen by your doctor and maybe be put on some antideppressants. You may even think about seeing a therapist on a regular basis. I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder and I have felt everyone of the things that you listed. I'm currently on medication and seeing a therapist twice a month and I'm feeling much better. I'm not saying that you have a mental disorder but it wouldn't hurt to go to your doctor and get it checked out, if you really want to figure out what's going on with you and way your feeling the way you do. Good luck to you.

Answer 7

I'm being very honest with you - I hate my life, and I want to die.
I could very easily end my life with no pain involved. Just stop taking all the pills that keep me alive. I share quite a few of your personality traits. They are traits that can be changed, and rather than veiwing the girl you like, try to open yourself up to all that is around you, get involved with something you just may enjoy, I found that getting out and volunteering at my local animal shelter, I mean they really need people to help!! Or at your local hospital, reading to kids that have to be there for awhile, getting involved in things outside of yourself, instead of feeling sorry for ourselves helps in all the areas we feel so bad about ourselves. Doing for others - sharing what we do have, makes life worth living, there are those out there that have it worse than we do. Sure we are going to die, but, the bible says those who endure, will wear the crown of life, I want to be around, when Jesus calls all our loved ones back to life on this earth, at the resurrection, and then we'll all have the chance to live forever!! that's worth going through all the bad we have in this life. Hang in there

Answer 8

You need help ASAP. I do not know how young you are, but you should know this...suicide is final...no going back and it is not the answer to your problems. Remember that
your life will not always be like you described your present one. Also remember that you may be on this Earth for a special reason and that life is to precious to throw away. Start thinking good thoughts and become pro-active (not reactive) in everything you do. Start right now...just as soon as you read this. I hope this helps you in a big way.

Answer 9

Welcome to this thing called Life !!

What you're going through is a normal part of growing-up. Its how you grow up to be a better and stonger person. Rely on yourself for love and happiness and don't expect it to come from anywhere else.

However I would encourage you to stop thinking so negatively about yourself and your life, and start seeing the world from a positive perspective. Regardless of how the world may treat you, always treat the world back in a positive way. Do good and good will come back to you... smile and the world will smile back at you.

Now stop being a negative entity and replace those negative words with some positive ones.

Answer 10

Then you need to change your life if you hate it as it is now. You need to start by making some friends or hooking back up with old friends. Forget about the girl, just because this one rejects you doesn't mean the end of the world. She just isn't the right one for you. Things will get better. You should look into getting counseling to help you with your problems. They can help alot.