My problem is that I have things burned into my mind that I'm not concensious of (thank God) things that don't originate from within me and probably go against what I believe in. the 12 steps are good but with this I would probably relate to God better than other people. I think things might be slowly commig to the surface. I would like to journal my thoughts but to describe exactly what goes on in someones mind in a few minutes could fill a book. and I don't think reading to many books is not good for the eyes and not good for the mind if they are empty things. another reason is that sometimes I'm to messed up by my own thoughts to journal. I have begged my psychiatrist and some nurses to give me a soultion and they told me that they would not. not only that I have told them that it was not depression that made me want to commit suicide, it was my pains. I asked an old man if he knew what it is like to die from the inside out, he said yes but he is an old man and I am not.
2006-09-28
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