I need serious answers only ...please?

Question

r there any online suicide prevention sites where I can actually talk to someone...I'm in a serious way..took too much meds and have more ready to take...I dont wanna die...but I cant stand this pain anymore..it doesnt help my being bipolar...on one of bottome out lows....worst in a long time..I cant call cuz my husb will go ballistic if he finds out

Answer 1

Try Samaritans Online

Or go to http://www.befrienders.org/support/helplines.asp and enter your country for a selection of on line help sites.

EDIT

CAN'T HALF OF YOU READ -- SHE CAN'T USE THE PHONE SO WHY GIVE PHONE NUMBERS

Answer 2

Well, you asked this a long time ago but I hope this helps. I n the city where I live and in many cities there is a psychiatric emergency team. If you can't get their number from information then you probably can from a psych hospital. They are very good. They don't come rushing to your home unless you want them to. I have called them several times. You need to find out about psychiatric resources in your area. I know what it is like I am bipolar too and have tried to kill myself many times before I got help. It is really too bad that your husband is not more helpful or understanding. "Going ballistic" is not going to help you is it? Being at the bottom is the worst, most lonely feeling in the world, there is nothing else like it. I hope you are ok. Please send me a message and let me know. Sometimes I just tell myself over and over "This is bad but I will feel better". That is one good thing about being bipolar.

Answer 3

http://www.samaritans.org/index.shtm is a link to a suicide prevention charity. They help people everyday with problems of suicide and the horribleness that it incurs. I've been where you are, I promise, so I know what you are going through. I suffer from Bipolar, Borderline Personality Disorder, and OCD. You can also e-mail me as well, if you need to. Jon

Answer 4

The only answer I can give is: Think of the affect of your action and how it will affect others, especially those you care about! If you go through with this, your done, you no longer have to deal with the after math, but those left behind, suffer and wonder....
I have had 3 people fairly close to me succeed and one that has attempted 4 times, it sucks for those left behind. Turn to God (if you believe) or just be honest with your self, there is no turning back... and your last thought could be..."No Wait, I changed my mind..."

Answer 5

You can call the suicide prevention line. Call a friend or family member. Call some one. Who cares if your husband goes ballistic. If that means saving your life, then go through it. How would your husband react to knowing that there was something he could have done about it. Please don't kill yourself. Your family would be devistated by the loss that you'd create. There's always a solution to every problem. Things tend to work themselfs out. I know, because I've been there myself. I'm bipolar too, and I know what you're going through. Please don't kill yourself!

Answer 6

Why are you overdoing meds? What kind of man are you married to that does not want the best for you? You need to call someone immediately! Find a decent therapist that will really help you immediately!

Answer 7

Walk yourself into the ER and tell them you need crisis intervention. I know that I've been right there wanting to die before (I'm also bipolar) many times, and the only thing that truly helped was going to sleep. I do have meds to help me go to sleep, and I've never abused them, but you should be careful. I couldn't find any sucide crisis lines when I needed help but our local hospital has what's called the ACCESS team and they're there 24/7 and they're EXTREMLY helpful. I was with you I didn't want to hurt myself, but I didn't feel like I had many other options. At the very least getting yourself out of the house will help you to sorta "snap out of it". It will be easier for you to focus on other things, rather than just your pain. If it helps they may want to send you to the hospital for a couple days (your choice), and I would very strongly suggest it. They'll make sure that you leave stable on meds, and with enough coping skills and support to help you through the next time (if there is a next time). Please get help!! I know I'm going to have a hard time sleeping tonight worrying about you, but I mean that in a good way. Think about your husband, and your family, hell think about me. I know I'd be really upset if you hurt yourself, so I can't imagine how much everyone else would miss you. I know that for me I figured that everyone would "get over it" (my dying) and go on happily with their lives. Then a friend from school killed himself and I ran into his mother a year or so later. She told me how she still goes and sits on his grave every day. It's been 7 years and I still think about him and feel pain. It did help to see how hurt she was, it made me more determined to tough it out because I didn't want to put anyone through that much pain. Make a list of the people who love you, of the people who hardly know you, multiply that by 10 and you've got the number of people whose lives will totally change if you're gone. I know it's tough, but try to get to sleep SAFELY!, and remember that no matter how bad it is now, it WILL POSITIVLY get better. Just survive until tomorrow, take it one day at a time. Trust me one day you will look back and be proud, and happy that you made it. PLEASE get help! :) I'm here for you! PS I know this is scattered, but it's just because I was franticly trying to type everything that was popping into my head. There's just so much to say to try to help you.

Answer 8

1. Do you have any other family member to talk to?
2. Call 911 and let them know right away that is not an amergency but, that you need to talk to somebody and they will help you by transfering with the right person to talk about your problems.
3. if your husband doesn't understand your problem, maybe he is your problem! Your partner should be there to BE with you and understand you and to help you.
4. don't let anyone to make you feel that your problem is not OK, there is a lot of help out there.

God Bless YOU

Answer 9

You can try calling 911 & they can direct you to the approiate ones who can help you. I understand your bipolar and I know it's hard to think rationally at this low point, but remember it's a chemical imbalance that's causing this severe depression. PLEASE talk to a professional ASAP. If you have to call the operator & he/she can direct you. Look in your local telephone book they should have some help line there.

Answer 10

Try going to some of the yahoo chat sites. If you're still struggling, add me as a friend in your yahoo under the name here and e-mail me to let me know you've sent the add request and I'll chat to you if you need.