DEPRESSiON KiLLS?

Question

ive been depressed for as long as i can remember, & no1 has ever cared about how I felt. Me & my mom never get along & my sisters only think about her &say i should treat her better meanwhile she treats me like ****. Ive been feelin empty & dead & the sunlight that comes thro my window is the only thing that makes me feel alive. I cry myself to sleep & those tears let me know that i DO have feelings & their heartless. I cant even look in my moms eyes without gettin flashbacks of the times i was left aside like a doll she got tired of. My head never stops runnin, the echo's in my head just get louder, "ur stupid grow up stand still." lil does she know my bodys fallin apart. i feel so alone & i cry myself to sleep everynight wishin i dont wake up the next mornin. my b/f's there time to time but even him is startin to get tired of me always bein so depressed & angry, & i even feel like im pushin him aside, the best thing thats happened to me, cause he doesnt deserve this. i duno wat to do

Answer 1

SOME DR'S AND PEOPLE WANT'S FOR YOU TO BELIEVE THAT REALLY IS NO CURE FOR ANY TYPE OF MENTAL ILLINESS. DR'S WANTS MONEY, AND MONEY, EXPENSIVE COST OF MEDICATION IF YOU DON'T GET IT FROM THE GOVERNMENT. WHY THEY DON'T TELL YOU THE SECRET OF HOW TO OVERCOME YOUR SICKNESS. (Sickness created by you, by sending the wrong message to your subconscious mind power)
Hunny, everything began with Power of The Mind. For those of you who have not heard of Napoleon Hill he was one of the early teachers of the power of the mind. The basic principle is that whatever your mind can imagine it can create. How does it do this? What your mind thinks, sees, believes, feels is all sent to your subconscious mind power. it's great partner. Your Subconscious then works with the universe and creates your reality based on the messages that began in your mind. But its not enough to simply imagine it and then hope it happens. That's not the way it works. If you can imagine it you can achieve it but you need to know how to use the power of your mind. Your mind can create wonderful things for you if you know how to use it and how to send the right messages to your subconscious. Most people don't know how to do this. Instead, you go through life never really using the power of your mind.

Did you know that doctors now firmly believe that 75% of all sickness and disease start in the mind? 75-Percent! That's a very large amount. That means that 75% of all the people who are sick today -- are only sick because they did not know how to use their mind. Doctors will even tell you that most sickness and disease are caused by stress. This is another event that starts in the mind. Scientists have long said that we only use 10% of our mind. 10-percent that's it. Think of going through life only spending 10-percent of your salary? Could you do it? No! Yet you go through life only using 10% of your mind. That 10-percent is creating 75% of all sickness because we don't even know how to use it properly. Now imagine if you just used 10% of our mind correctly? What would happen? What would happen if we learned to use 90% of our mind correctly? The results would be astounding! Your mind is an incredible power but no one ever taught you how to use this power. Throughout your entire life you've been taught how to do everything but no one ever taught you how to use your mind. Creating Power teaches you how to use your the power of your mind. I'm not saying that if you work with the Creating Power System you'll start using all of your mind correctly. But I do know that you'll begin using the power of your mind to its full potential and that is enough to create the change you want. Would you drive a car if you didn't know how to drive? No. You would have someone teach you. Why then would you try to use the power of your mind when you don't know how? Yet you do it everyday and you get the results that you don't want. If you want to change your life. If you want to use your mind correctly and utilize all its power then you need the Creating Power System. And it's completely Guaranteed!

I was with a severe depression for 10 years. Partial schizophrenia, taking 7 types of different anti-depression medication, sometimes more. No to mention Hospitalized many times for attempts of suicide. Expensive medication that I coudn't afford...

Just remember one thing. Medication in today’s culture is set by people who want to sell them. " Is not like in old days " Dr's get a kick back from them, also medication can make you even more depress if you take to much or the wrong kind. It can affect you and many different ways.

Hunny, It Can kill you if you send wrong messages to your mind.

You can do it, because I did it. I am Free of Medication and worries.
Remember... Creating Power System, Create Power.

Best.

Answer 2

Wow, as I read your question I was brought to tears. I thought I was the only person that thought that way. I have been dealing with depression for a while, and in the past few weeks I have started to think I may never be happy again.
Its' not like I am asking for the world on a silver platter. All I am looking for in this world is to have one entire day where I am happy from sun-up to sun-down. That's about it. It also would be nice to find a girlfriend that does not end up tearing a piece of my heart out every time I think I finally have found "the one".

I also know what it is like to cry yourself to sleep on a daily basis.

One thing you need to know is that you are not alone in this depression thing. There are lots of people out there that feel just like you do. If you ever are feeling really down, and just want to "vent" you can feel free to e mail me. I will listen and not "judge" you on what you have to say. Who knows, perhaps we can help each other to find a way out of this depression.

Answer 3

I am sorry you feel like that. i have felt that way and being depressed can often lead to low self worth and even a bit of paranoia. Your mother shouldn't put you down. You should talk to someone, if not your mom, maybe a counselor or doctor. They have medication that can help. I feel better now but I use to get so depressed (because of the meanness of others) that I could not pull myself out of bed. it takes it's toll on your body not only mentally but physically. Try to get out away from the things that cause you pain and stay busy. Maybe a job or school activity. It really does help, It just takes a little self motivation to do it. Good luck.

Answer 4

Please call the nearest mental health treatment facility,crisis cente or Departement of Human Services. My daughter has battled depression for many years. She is now in her teens and starting to see light at the end fo the tunnel. You need help to talk to your Mom, so she sees what is going on with you. Good Luck and come online and let us know how you are doing...but don't hesitate seek help NOW!!!!

Answer 5

Get professional help!

I lost my hearing two years ago and got derpressed but pulled myself out of it, the more you wallow the worse you feel. If feeling hard done by makes you upset try losing your hearing a world of silence without sound you have no sense of self, presence or feeling .

Try talkin to your Mum instead of sitting in silence.

Answer 6

Ok hun.I understand how bad it is i really do.My best solution was to go to the docter and get soem anit-depressants.Some things are hard to handle yourself.Maybe you need to talk to someone.Do you have anyone you hold really close you can talk through your problems with?But if this goes on for a long time things can go wrong.Please see a doctor.

Answer 7

Your depression might be due to low blood sugar. The website www.hufa.org has some basic information about low blood sugar, and how to detect it.

A doctor can test you for it, but it is a 6 hour test and I don't know how much it costs.

Take care, and best wishes.

Answer 8

talk to a counselor at school. they can help you work through some of this stuff youre feeling. dont worry, it will pass and you will feel much better if you talk to someone about it.

Answer 9

Show this - what you've just written - to your Mom.If that doesn't help seek professional help.

Answer 10

Please get professional help immediately. It seems like your depression is already affecting your personal life, and it can only get worse if you don't seek help.