I recommend putting the gun down and living for Christ. If you are that sad, then you are obviously needing peace. The peace comes from a reason to live or a purpose in life.
I sometimes feel the way you do, but without the gun. I use to think of ways to suffocate myself. No point to life and no reason to live. There is an enemy, the father of lies, who is and has been a murderer from the beginning. I didn't know it then, but he wanted and even wants me dead. I don't deny that the enemy could attack me again the same way he is attacking you now.
But I do know that when I turn my mind to Christ, all that goes away, melts away into oblivion. I no longer want to live to myself, but to Christ. And so you too could live your life for Him.
Since you want to throw it away and have no other purpose (lonliness) and have all the time in the world, why not stop to check out God. No, I mean REALLY check Him out like you've never checked Him out before.
You got nothing to lose and much to gain, even if the 'much to gain' is a maybe in your mind right now. When you start looking for Him, I 100% promise He'll meet you in that place.
You might as well! God Himself will prove to you He exists, but we have to give Him a chance to communicate to us. Then the grace, Oh the grace that follows. You just don't know about it until you experience it. Part of this grace is peace and rest. This is where you need to be right now, in a place of peace and rest.
I tell you, accept Him, and instead of offering your life to nothingness (aka the enemy), why not try God's way. The way is Christ, who is the reality. He's the only real thing, once he unveils your eyes. Just ask.
Then offer yourself to God and he will transform you into something else, something you are not, something you want to be. He will complete you. Amen. Lord, just show yourself to this one. Have mercy! That he would have the strength to give You a chance. Bind the enemy Lord. Stop his mouth of lies to this one. Give this one more time to find You. Amen.
2006-08-06 09:13:36
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answered by Feyandjeff 2
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Put the Gun down, remove the bullets and gather them, the gun, and any other bullets you have in the house.
If you know someone to call, call them and ask them to meet you at your local pizza place. Tell them I told you to call them. When you meet them, give them the bullets and the gun. Ask them if you can stay the night with them, or if you don't think that will be enough, ask them to take you to the hospital.
If you DON'T know anyone to call, call the hospital emergency room yourself.
Suicide is the least creative act you can make, primarily because there's no chance to erase what you've done and draw or write something new. You've got a creative mind. Don't let yourself forsake that talent. Who knows what you'll think up tomorrow that we'll read....so long as you're around to write it.
Now put the gun down and do the rest of it. And enjoy the pizza.
2006-08-06 09:24:08
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answered by NHBaritone 7
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I reccomend you consider if there is someone in your life who has really p***ed you off !Has someone f***k*d you over royally and maybe you feel you shouldn't be angry but you ARE.I betcha you are because 9 out of10 times su***de is about turning anger directed outward (toward a person,persons,current situation,which can change if given time,or even the world,ok so its' not a perfect world)around and directing the anger toward oneself.Ever hear the message "this too shall pass"?It doesn't only refer to kidney stones.Everyone and everything is continually changing all the time .Some people don't like change,some politicians promise it (an extremely safe position) and change is going to happen whether we like it or not so we might as well treat it as our friend!
I don't know where you are on the changing life cycle,flaming youth ,midlife,or old geezer,but take a moment and look back at your past.I am sure that you as well as all of us have had our share of non-kodak moments,those times when we said to ourselves "this is the pits, man".In terms of how things turned out in my life ,I chuckle and feel a bit guilty I wonder how I could have been such a drama queen during those times,things in retrospect were not really that bad,they only seemed so.And that is the whole point ,Things are not always as they seem! Upon acceptance of this message,hinges our success in life.
The greatest gift we have in life is the gift of choice.Its' your choices not chance that determines your destiny.Everyone has setbacks in life.Setbacks are moments of power and choice,maybe even of truth.We can give in to our setbacks,whatever the are and throw in the towel and abandon our dreams, or we can choose to continue to persevere toward our hopes and dreams and thereby seal our destiny of success.Perseverence not perfection leads us to our goals,please cut yourself some slack.Each and everyone of us is less than perfect.As for the other part of your question,I want you to change your thinking in order to change your life!
Finally,as Henry David Thoreau said:"Go confidently in the direction of your dreams,live the life you imagine."
By the way we tend to move toward what we picture in our mind,however success is when our dreams put on work clothes.
good luck
2006-08-06 12:21:02
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answered by Peter M 2
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Is the gun loaded? What calibar? It's not some kind of high tech laser rifle is it? Cause that'd be awesome. Oooo, is it a stun gun?
Well, hope you enjoy the attention. It's not my job to talk you out of not shooting yourself in the head, but that doesn't mean I want you to. I trust you're a cognitive enough individual to make your own decisions about life and death.
2006-08-06 09:14:21
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answered by Anonymous
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Have you got any idea what kind of mess that is going to make? Go outside and play! Why should someone else have to clean up your mess? What did your mother teach you anyways? Put the gun down, and get some counseling.
2006-08-06 09:23:56
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answered by Don 6
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YES.
GOD LOVES YOU
SO DO I
SO does your family.
Choose Iife
and turn yours around
Read the Bible for inspiration.
Put the Gun Down slowly and read the Bible.
STAY TRU
2006-08-06 09:13:39
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answered by GodisLove 3
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OK i read them, i don't think Jesus was a pedophile i think that was Muhammad he married an 11 year old, and no no pleasure out of you shooting yourself, don't do it
2006-08-06 09:24:11
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answered by Anonymous
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Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem !
Every time I feel like killing myself my husband says that to me.
Kinda makes ya stop and think !
2006-08-06 09:40:24
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answered by ferret fan 2
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Pull the trigger if you want to, I don't know you, therefore, I couldn't care less. Not my job to keep you from killing yourself. Thins out the herd. thanks for the points!
2006-08-06 09:19:50
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answered by Spookshow Baby 5
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"i" really do care about you...... & dont hurt yourself.... there is a reason why you seem to need attention...... start talking things through you need to expeariance some love in your life & gain confidence in who you can truly be to others out there...... take good care of yourself & your health in mind body & soul....... we all need to show a lil more compation to others who are truly sick...... lots of love thank you........
2006-08-06 10:28:24
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answered by deenishia1 2
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