2006-07-06 17:16:33 · 17 answers · asked by benninb 5 in Health ➔ Mental Health
gotta be...drowning and SNAKES!!
2006-07-08 10:21:06 · answer #1 · answered by brat71825 5 · 2⤊ 0⤋
That no one cares about me, I'm totally worthless and I will die alone and afraid.
I was homeless last winter and almost froze. I finally asked my mother if I could come here and this time she let me. Now she's reminding me I was only supposed to be here until it got warmer. And I haven't found work and I can't live on less the $800/mo. disability. And I'm so scared....I'll be 54 years old in a few weeks and my health isn't good at all. (bipolar, type II diabetic, respiratory problems around cigarettes, woodsmoke and air pollution, high risk for cardiac because of cholesterol, most disabling is my sleep problems-I lose it when I don't sleep and ADHD symptoms-I run screaming when someone's stereo bass is turned up and can't think when there's anything else going on around me)... And the windows on my camper shell are broken and I get wet and cold and here I can get arrested for loitering or vagrancy if I don't keep moving and moving means using gas I can't afford if I want to save a few $ to sleep in shelter once in awhile.... Rheumatoid arthritis, fibromyalgia,... I bought this computer when worked last Fall and I don't want to give it up, but can't use it when living in the truck, and gosh how I'll miss the internet, you just can't get enough done in 1 hr. at a library... I have a master's degree which I spent most of my life working to get- paid every dime of the cost except the first $100 from the Kiwanis and for what- no one will let me use it for anything. Which makes me pretty darn worthless and pathetic.... ok-
well- need to hear anymore to understand the why?
2006-07-07 00:48:19 · answer #2 · answered by niteowl 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Dying! Although I know this has to happen at some point in my life - I do not want to go thru the process of dying. It's not because I am scared I'm going to hell - that won't happen - I have faith and belief in Jesus Christ. I just don't want to die. I want to be like the guy that God blessed to walk into Heaven. God (Jesus Christ) already knows that I feel this way - I hope that He'll bless me in that way also.
This guy that I'm talking about is in the Old Testament - I just don't want to get up and write down where the passage of scripture is - but it's there! That's the way that I want to go!
2006-07-07 00:39:36 · answer #3 · answered by twinklecomfort 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
My biggest fear is i cannot be what i am and what i want.I want to be a good person and a person who knows how to help and enjoys life.I dont want to be controlled in my life like a robot and i dont want to feel like i was born to this world for nothing and i owe my parents.I dont even ask to be born as a human and suffer.So why blame me like i am a burden to them.I hate this.
2006-07-07 00:24:42 · answer #4 · answered by sochn9022jkl 1 · 0⤊ 0⤋
My Biggest Fear In Is The Wrath Of god he is Feirce But Very Loving Dont Fear God But Do Fear The Wrath of god!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Jesus Loves You
2006-07-07 03:31:31 · answer #5 · answered by Ray H 1 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Dying before my daughter grows up, as you know we recently lost her baby brother, my grandparents both died the same year as well as my uncle and our family dog, so emily has a fear that mommy will die. I just want to be around long enough for her to grow up and see her succeed and hopefully god-willing to see my grand-kids......
2006-07-07 00:52:24 · answer #6 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
If I lost my son. I would be SO devastated. I can't see myself living without him. He's 2 and the most beautiful little man in the whole wide world!
2006-07-07 00:58:54 · answer #7 · answered by mx3baby 6 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Rejection is what I am most afraid of. Because it has happened so many times before. I don't let anyone get close to me because I know I will eventually get hurt.
Terry
2006-07-07 00:22:50 · answer #8 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
Not finding out the truth in time to make my life worthwile, causing me miss out on things that are real and good for me
2006-07-07 00:20:25 · answer #9 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
The dark, because there could always be something or someone lurking in the corners.
2006-07-07 00:45:22 · answer #10 · answered by Jenn 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
expressing how i really feel....
crying...not being able to stop
being angry...losing people in my life, or doing damage that can't be undone (hurting someone seriously, me / others)
2006-07-07 09:05:59 · answer #11 · answered by running2adream 6 · 0⤊ 0⤋