am i a bad person?

Question

i get angery alot...and i somtimes go "sarcastic"when im gloomy...my sister and brother hates me...and i have no idea what the hell is wrong with me
all i can think of is"when will i die"thats all....
i hate this l;ife...i want to go away faster...but if i suciced...ill go to hell...
i just want to be happy but nothing comes true when i wish...and i hate this....i hate it!!!!
dont day im stupid...life isnt easy...but im having a really hard hard time..
accidents...when will you come?!

Answer 1

Life is only as hard as you make it.

Life is a journey, not a destination. The journey is to be enjoyed.

Adopt this simple truth and you will be amazed at how your life will change.

No one wants to be around surly people. You will have more friends if you will change.

It is possible that you suffer from depression. This is a clinical issue, not a mental one and many people have it.

Depression can be treated. Talk to a doctor. Tell your family that you want help -- your posting is a sign that you are looking for help.

Answer 2

According to this I don't think you are. Let me tell you something, I used to be that same way years ago. I was going through an obstacle and some circumstances and I did not know what to do. One night I got down on my knees and I sent up a prayer to GOD and HE quickly responded. Around 1 week later my problems were over. I never looked back, I shook it off under my feet and I kept walking. I stood there like a man and I took it head on without any worries and I prayed and I came out with the victory. My advice to you is to pray to GOD and HE will deliver you from your burdens. Continue to seek HIM. The bible says in Matthew 6th Chapter 33rd Verse, But seek ye first the kingdom of God and His righteousness and all other things will be added to you. If you pray don't worry, but if you worry pray more. You must always stay prayed up because the devil is looking for souls. Don't let him defeat you. Put on the whole armor of GOD.

Answer 3

Sounds more like you are human than bad. A lot of what you are describing sounds like the effects of believing in a judgmental God. Seeing the world in terms of good and bad causes the type of feelings you are describing.

We all have these times in our lives. I can tell you from experience things tend to get better as you get older. Don't be so hard on your self, we all get nasty and sarcastic when we are feeling down. Stop judging your self so harshly. You sound like a good person who is going through a bad time in their life.

Each day when we get up we get a new opportunity to start over fresh. Take advantage of these opportunities. Start out the day by looking in the mirror and telling your self that today is going to be a lot better day, if you do this it often is. Remember God sees you as his perfect creation. Who are you to criticize an idea God loved so much that he created it?

Love and blessings.

Your brother don.

Answer 4

It sounds like you are homesick just like me, what I mean by homesick is that you miss the place where we all come from. Don't worry about going to hell, there is NO hell, god sosen't judge, you judge yourself. Why don't you ask Mother God to help you out with this problem and also ask her to give you a sign that she is listening. It will amaze you and your life will change for the better. You are not a bad person, you just need to learn that this life is going to be over sooner or later and it will just be a bad memory. Don't commit suicide, it dosen't help. You wont go to hell, because like I said before, there is no hell, besides, who can blame you for wanting to leave this insane asylum. But the things that you are going thru in this life are put here by YOU. You chose to live this life and if you leave you will have to come back immediately to finish everything that you left. Good Luck...
Try reading some of Sylvia Browne's Books, they really help.

Answer 5

NO NO NO You are NOT a BAD person!

If you were a True Christian then Hell would not frighten you.

I have looked at all your past postings....your interests are varied, and you are still very young.

Life is certainly NOT easy - death will come soon enough.
It just could be you are in mental torment for a purpose-- THINK! - is there any place you can go , or do to HELP others who are suffering? I am trying to say ""BE SURE YOU DON'T WASTE YOUR LIFE!""

Answer 6

I hate to be the one to break the news to you, but we are all born bad and no amount of turning, choosing, hoping, religion, good, doing or being will ever change that. We were all born into Adam and partake of the penalty of his transgression by heredity. The only way out of the life of Adam is death, either your physical death or your identification with the death of the last Adam and second man, Christ. It has nothing to do with what sins you have committed personally; you are either bad and dead because you are in Adam or righteous and alive because you are in Christ. There is no middle ground or third option.

Sounds as if you need Life, not more death. Yahusha is LIFE and is for eternity. Exchange your “bad” life for His “good” life. He is willing to make the trade…are you?

Answer 7

I can see u r in deep distress.....

the only advice I can give is....

1. I believe in the principle of reciprocacity....
If you do good, u get good.....

sooner or later

but opposite keeps on piling to the point of broke (which u seem to have reached)

so All I would say is
concentrate on what you can do rather than can't........

you can't control the weather and for that matter you can't change anybody's actions

all you can do is that do your best to try and influence that can make them rethink their attititude towards you.......

It is never too late to make a beginning. as some wise man said "you can't change your past but you can influence your present to change your future.

so rather than expecting a smile for someone, you first smile and so on.........

"try helping whomsoever you meet in whatever way you can and you would get a completely new sense of joy.

try it.

don't let this life go waste as not every living being on this planet gets to born as Human........

Answer 8

Sweetie, you said you're 14...you're between a child and a young lady. You'll find your way, just relax and enjoy being your self. There's a lot of hormonal changes going on and it can feel really awful. But it will smooth out. Try to slow down and enjoy life. Later a lot of responsibility loads you down. So enjoy being where you are. It's really not as bad as it seems. Try to find one beautiful thing each day; start a journal and find one thing you are thankful for each day...write it down; remember one new thing you learned each day...write it down; one funny thing...write it down...get the idea? Start feeding your heart and mind beauty instead of negative stuff that only makes you unhappy. Your whole life can change if you do this! peace, little one.

Answer 9

Maybe it's the age you are in right now, not really sure but why do your brother and sisters hate you. try loving them and in return they can only love back. I think the harder you want to die the longer you will live. instead of wishing for something to happen you should try making something happen. Start loving everyone, do service think of others then yourself then see how you feel.

Answer 10

Not every FEELING you have is TRUE.

Anger comes from FEAR, false evidence appearing real.

Ask yourself, "What would LOVE do now?" and be the best version of that you can be........ this WILL change your life.

When life doesn't give you what you expect, it is because God has better ideas for you....... expectations and goals are not the same thing.

Do you know the "Lords Prayer"? Repeat it over and over to yourself when you feel angry...... refocus your mind on the positive. Starve the negative.

Blessings to you.