The short answer: "God is Love".(1)
The slightly longer is answer is "Greater love has no man than this, that he lay down his life for his friends."(2)
And more detailed application of all that(3):
Love is when you have made all those little choices to 'love your neighbor as yourself', and all of a sudden after a while you find you've got a huge soft spot for her in your heart, and you suddenly notice she's attractive, and then...
Love is when you wait until you're ready for a permanent relationship before doing anything that will bind you together permanently.
Love is when you give for the joy of giving. Period.
Love is when you marry because you believe that there's something you will be able to do together, and maybe already are doing it, and you'll be able to do it better if you marry.
Love is when she's rejected your marriage proposal, you sometimes don't even dare dream of 'being with her' anymore - and you don't feel the need to 'make yourself move on'. You are happy with your life.
Love is when, when you're with her, you're so happy to be with the one you love that you forget the hard things she's said to you.
In other words, love is when she's in your heart, but you don't 'have to have her' - but neither do you 'have to move on'. You love her because you choose to.
Now, in your case, you have done some very practical things, helping her out with health problems and such, and talking with her about personal matters. You also have the opportunity to add to the definition of love that I started off with:
Love is when you are willing to 'look foolish' by continuing to love when the situation appears impossible - for what is impossible with man is possible with God.
So what I propose to do now is educate you a bit about homosexuality, so that you will, God willing, be able to help your friend with that too. First of all, be aware that until the matters I am going to discuss are dealt with, the last thing she needs is a guy coming on to her. It will only make it worse. So it's really important for her good as well as your spiritual welfare to keep your love pure.
Now: there's a lot of what some would call truth, some would call urban legend, and I would call folklore about homosexuality. The jury is still out as to whether it ever has any physiological basis. There have been documented physiological differences between gay and straight men. (I haven't heard of any such studies specifically concerning lesbians).
BUT, these studies do not control for when the differences appeared. So it is not known whether people are born with them, or whether they are a cause or an effect of homosexual activity, or perhaps even an effect of having died of AIDS (I have in mind in particular a study of men's brains, carried out on cadavers, where the representatives of the homosexual population were persons who had died of that particular disease). So, like I said, the jury is out there.
Sometimes homosexual people are able to identify some circumstances in their environment as they were growing up that had some influence on their sexuality - particularly in the case of women. But often there is no such factor discernible - their life was in every way like that of a well-adjusted heterosexual person.
Regardless of this: often those who are 'really gay' (as opposed to it being 'just a phase') report feeling this way ever since they were very young. This could either be an indicator that the younger you are when you become aware, the more likely it is that it isn't 'just a phase', or it could be an indicator that the younger we are when various things happen to us, the more of an effect they have on our lives.
To sum up: if someone was aware of homosexual desires, of 'being different' from a very young age (say, 5-6 years old, or even younger than that), or if the desires persist beyond adolescence, they probably will not go away.
So, the first question you will probably be asking right now is, can such a person ever acquire the ability to be attracted to an MOS? And the answer is that often this is possible. Many people have done it(4), and I even know some of them personally. But(5):
1. This cannot be the goal. It is a gift from God - and what if He is calling a person to be celibate? Is it necessary in such a situation to be sexually attracted to anyone at all?
2. If it does happen, it will only be after a certain period of living celibate. For much the same reasons that we all come into the world celibate: to give us the opportunity to get to know our bodies and learn how to make choices about what we do with them (before the hormones kick in).
So, yes it can happen. And if it does, then the person (e.g.your friend) can get married and satisfy her desires for her husband in a direct way.
Now, of course, there is the question of what the options are for the time when she does not have that ability (either temporarily or permanently).
Before I go any further: sex is something that produces a permanent bond between two people. If they break up afterward, then it's like they each leave a bit of themselves behind with the other person. So this is why sex should only happen when you intend to use it to create a permanent relationship.
I don't think it is an accident that all of the major religious traditions of the world teach basically the same thing about the nature of marriage; I am most familiar with Christian and Jewish teachings, so my comments will be based on the Scriptures from these traditions.
So, the Hebrew Bible (a.k.a. Old Testament) defines marriage ('man leaves father and mother, cleaves (i.e. makes permanent commitment) to his wife, and the two become one flesh')(6). For good measure, there are verses sprinkled through the Law (i.e. Torah - first five books of the Hebrew Bible) which, when taken together, cover all the possible partners we can have in bed, including ones that aren't even human. Only in the case of the spouse is it definitely OK(7).
Now, the so-called New Testament (uniquely Christian part of the Bible written originally (as far as we know) in Greek) comes at the issue from a different angle. Yes, there is a bit of an echo of the Old Testament thinking, in that a certain connection is drawn between homosexuality and idolatry(8).
You may hear these verses cited as evidence against *all* homosexuality, but I don't think this is in and of itself a good argument, because it is not *absolutely clear* from these verses alone whether the problem is just with homosexuality which is associated with pagan religious practices (e.g. temple prostitution), or whether homosexuality is in some way by nature idolatrous.
But in general, the New Testament firstly considers the nature of marriage, and then draws conclusions about our behavior from that. Now, a ‘definition of marriage’ appears in only two places in the New Testament(9). There, Jesus is discussing divorce. And basically, He says that the Hebrew Scriptures, the Law, allowed divorce on account of the hardness of human hearts, and comes down on the side of being idealistic—that we shouldn’t do that because ‘God didn’t intend things that way from the beginning.’
Now, He also does deal with the question that certain of His hearers no doubt were asking, namely, ‘OK, that’s very nice except I’m already divorced. What do I do now?’ And basically, He says that with the possible exception of where the relationship has been destroyed by adultery, we should not divorce, or at very least if we do, we shouldn’t remarry(10).
Now, what about the gender of the parties concerned? I think it would be legitimate to interpret the passage as saying that here too, we should be idealistic—that Jesus would say to marry an MOS. And I think that even most people who are attracted exclusively to MSS would agree with that—that this is "the ideal".
So, just as in the case of divorce, a certain question arises: "But the world isn’t ideal. What happens if I am not able to be attracted to an MOS?’ And I can see why one might say that then one should marry an MSS and fulfill all the other requirements of leaving, cleaving and weaving. I see two problems with this, however:
1) It assumes that the situation is irreversible. And as I have pointed out above, it is not necessarily. In principle, God can reverse it at any moment He chooses.
2) It really is possible to live happily as a single, celibate person. I mean, we only need to be attracted to that one special person, and if they haven’t come along yet, then the ability to be attracted isn’t needed. And besides, as I mentioned before, some people are just called to remain single.
The conclusion I myself draw from all of this is that there are basically two options: either marry an MOS, or remain single and celibate.
Now, as we know, the sex drive is very powerful, so that living successfully without direct expression of this drive will happen only if a person is 100% convinced it's the right thing to do, if it ties in with their deepest values, arises out of their relationship with God, etc.
See, lust is a form of greed - which is short for idolatry. It is also an embryonic form of adultery. In other words, stuff we should be prepared to go to great lengths to prevent from happening(11).
If we lust after anything (sex or anything else), we are putting it in the position of a god in our lives. We 'have to have it'. This applies to anything from out-and-out sinful activities, to flirting with sin, to lustful looking, to lustful thoughts.
So, what we need to do is occupy ourselves with doing the exact opposite of this:
Worship God - offer our bodies as a living sacrifice to Him(12)
Glorify Him and give thanks to Him(13).
To renew our strength, we need to put our hope in Him(14). We need to have our desires transformed so that we are delighting in God and His Word. Then what we do will prosper, our prayers will be heard, and our desires will be satisfied(15), for He is a God who delights to reveal Himself to us when we seek Him with our whole heart(16).
If we have made any mistakes in the past, we need to sit down and discuss these issues with God, put them behind us and start over with a clean slate(17). What is impossible with us, is possible with God(18). So we need to trust in what He has done for us(19).
Then we will indeed find a new heart(20), a new mind(21), a new life(22). Our life can become an example to others of God's ways in action(23). Our love for others will arise out of our love for God(24). Our faith will affect everything we do - what sort of company we keep, what we do with our bodies, what sorts of conversation we engage in, what sorts of books we read, what movies we watch, where and how we spend our time... We will live a life of gratitude to God(25).
If we do all of this, either we'll end up with the ability to have a beautiful marriage with an MOS, or we will have a beautiful, celibate life where we are able to love everyone equally without lusting after anyone. To my mind, that is a real win-win situation...
I would encourage you to share this material with your friend, maybe sort of prepare her for it first, introducing ideas one at a time and see how she 'digests' it, what opportunities for further conversation open up.
And when you share this material, let her know that this is more than just pretty words - I write this as a 42-year-old woman who is still living celibate, and while I've had my struggles over the years, it's been worth it. Now it really is just how I describe it...
The bottom line: Your friend can definitely live a happy life regardless of whether she does or doesn't acquire the ability to be with a man; while it is ultimately in God's hands whether she does, He absolutely is able to do it. At the end of the day, He knows the plans He has for her, plans to prosper her and not to harm her, plans to give her a hope and a future(26).
May God bless you and keep you
2006-07-05 12:36:08
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