can somebody help me? i can't bear this sufferings anyomore. i hope i can just fly and die right now?

Question

please tell me what to do. i'm being chased by debt collectors for my $700 debt and i have lost $1000 of my mom's savings. it's all beacuse my craziness of using it for betting at the world cup. my mom already knowed about my $700 debt, but still don't know that i drained up her savings. she'll be very disappointed of me, i am her only hope to keep living on this world, but now i'm ruining it all. i cannot go gome right now with this situation, bouncers are ready to beat me up and how can i face my mom? i'm so confused. the worse thing is that 2 days again i'll have my exams, how can i possibly concentrate? i tried to sell my soul to satan, but it still didn't work out. i tried to lend money from my friends, but they don't have that much. i turned off my phone, i don't have the guts to accept call from my angry beater brother. what should i do, i'm helpless. somebody help me! my time's running out. i'm scared that i'm so desperate i'll go suicide.. please help me, i can't think anymore

first of all this is a REAL thing going on. well, i wish i just can go home and tell her straight away about this problem. the real problem is that how do i pay that debt? my mom's broke with zero money on the bank, that's all beacuse, how am i suppose to pay the debt? betting here in indonesia is a big matter. you lose then you got to pay instantly, it's not like that kind of company that lend you money, that will sue you later. we place a bet to someone that will send his bouncers if we refuse to pay our loses. i'll get my bones cracked if i can't pay soon. about the exams, i don't have the guts to campus since i've already been threatened to watch my back everywhere, that includes my own home and campus. i can't eat, i can't sleep, i can't go home. what should i do? that's why i was interested to sell my soul for satan, hoping there's quick cash to put on my life back again

Answer 1

IF this is all true, you need professional help and nothing anyone says here in Yahoo is going to help you. Look into Gamblers Anonymous and get a J-O-B. That sounds like your best "bet".