some times i feel id be better of dead and fantasize about dieing and killing my self?

Question

ive first thought of killing my self when i was 13 now im 17 and im going to be 18 in september and its gotten worse over time ive actully would have killed my self twice it i wasnt interfered with both times i was drunk the last time i almost died of alcohol poisioning

no therapist oh no and i dont believe in god so any thing to do with god will not be listened to

Answer 1

The more alcohol you drink, the more misery you will create for yourself. All medications have slingshot effect. The body creates an opposing force to the drug effect. See site below about a new religion without mention of God. Also tells about a new type of psychology.

Answer 2

hi, you have talked quite a lot on this subject in the last 24 hrs.Is there someone you can trust to talk too? My daughter was the same as you, Its hard to feel like living when you just don't want to anymore. There are some great antidepressants out there,they are not like the old days when you walked around like a zombie. They fix the chemical imbalance that you have, you might get the one that works for you the first time, or it might take a few tries. Talk to someone you know that you feel comfortable with and ask them to come to the Doctors with you. I promise you won't regret it, you need to start living and having fun!!! My daughter now has a full time job and lots of friends and is bubbly and happy again. if you don't have someone close to go with you then just pluck up the courage and go to the doctor on your own....
You have to do this for your own happiness Good Luck!!!!

Answer 3

you are nothing but a bl--y coward! face the truth, no therapist, no God, then even animals would be better off than you. you have done something terribly wrong, and that guilt complex is bothering you. you are a psychotic person, who neds admission in aclosed institution, if you want to save your life. if you don't trust anything, just don't go on making a big issue, adopt some fullproof method of a succesful suicide, and be dead once for all, noone will bother, if you yourself are so careless and ungrateful for the precious gift of life you have received from none other than God!

Answer 4

Please, for your own wellbeing, consider seeing a therapist or other professional to be screened for depression. If you are then perscribed a medication, it isn't the end of the world! I'm currently on medication for OCD, and I'm willing to admit that without it, my life would be much more difficult if not impossible.

Depression is actually much more common than people realize.

Anonymity is not a problem for health professionals, mental or otherwise.

Also, any past drug abuse or habitual alcohol intake can (and always eventually do, if prolonged) produce those sorts of thoughts and feelings. I know it sounds prudish, but if you're honestly even considering or worrying about commiting suicide, you need to seek help.

If you're worried you might harm yourself against your own wishes, you may actually not be depressed at all, but be suffering from a form of OCD (obsessive-compulsive disorder) not unlike myself.

Answer 5

If you feel these thoughts are real enough to pose a threat to you then you should find a counsellor or someone you trust to work through the reasons why you feel this way and how you can get past them. You owe it to yourself and those who love you. Its possible you might not think there are any but I'm confident that there must be. Please get help as soon as you can. Best of luck.

Answer 6

I thought of it at those ages too, and even younger. But I don't feel that anymore and I'm glad I didn't kill myself. The teens are the hardest years for many people. You'll be able to look back and realize that some day. You just have to trust me!

Answer 7

death is the way to salvation. life is a bumpy road so just drive of it instead. we live for only a few good years and then we die right we have no meaning no reason to keep moving. god? yea right. lol love **** no love is like money it dones't last forever. kill your self

Answer 8

See a professional. Obviously you shouldn't drink alcohol if it affects you this way. Would you eat pretzels if it did the same thing?

Find out why you're interested is terminating yourself.

Answer 9

You need to talk to someone that you trust right away. Killing may stop the problem, but it won't solve it. I was in your boat, too. But I told my parents and they got me help. They sent me to a psychiatrist and she helped me get through it by talking about it, giving me advice and medication.

Answer 10

i have felt like that for awhile. i ended up going to a mental hospital, maybe that is what you need