ok my grandpa had lung and bone cancer for a year. he died November 29th and i was there. it was horrible i mean he was just staring at the ceiling and turning blue and gasping for air. i lived with him my whole life, so he was like a father to me. and last year i took an overdose so whenever i say im upset now everybody thinks im suicidal but im not at all. i dont wanna die. i just miss my grandpa soooo much. i have a little section on my desk where i have his picture and the flag from the funeral and the bullets that the soilders shot for him. i just i dont know. i was balling last nite. it just doesnt seem real that im never gonna see him ever again ya know?? i honestly dont know wut to do. theres a lot of other stuff going on and honestly, i dont even recognize my life anymore.
2007-12-30 06:59:58 · 5 answers · asked by sagittariusgurl_9 1 in Health ➔ Mental Health
Your description of your Grandpa got to me/ I'm75 and I smoke but don't have lung cancer (yet!). I'll bet your Grandpa smoked at sometime in his life. You need to do things to get your mind off his passing on. The fact that telling about his suffocating from lung cancer moved me so much makes me think others might be so moved to quit smoking.
I suggest you do some volunteer work with elderly people especially those who still smoke and encourage them to break the habit before it is too late. The comforting words from a young person who obviously likes the elderly goes a long way toward making them feel still needed and loved. You could check with hospice, nursing homes, the VA hospitals near you and senior centers to find if there is something you could do for them.
I feel for your grief; good mental health, peace and Love!
2007-12-30 09:03:53 · answer #1 · answered by Mad Mac 7 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Your grandfather is fine he is just somewhere Higher than you go into the produce section and look at all the fruits and Vegetables all the animals and be your own Judge I know its hard But rest Assure you there is now way this planet spins in a perfect circle every day and that the sun still burns I mean how long does a dura flame last Peace be with you and be Good With it Doc Unoptrid
2007-12-30 07:09:24 · answer #2 · answered by Unoptrid1aq 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
I'm sorry for your loss. It is natural to grieve. Everyone does it different. With the holidays coming and going it can make it seems worse at times.
If you feel you need it try either writing your feeling down in a journal, try a support group or go see a doctor who can recommend someone.
Good luck and hope you feel better.
2007-12-30 07:06:42 · answer #3 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
poor u.talk 2 sum1
2007-12-30 07:07:51 · answer #4 · answered by ƹ̵̡ӝ̵̨̄ʒxσмg ιт'ѕ мє!xƹ̵̡ӝ̵̨ 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
im really sorry for your loss
it is natural that you will feel this way
maybe go for counseling or something
2007-12-30 07:09:35 · answer #5 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋