should i just forget about this to gain freedom from ocd slavery?

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i've been ok for a few days but im guilty again
a few years ago, i said f**king or part of the f word and MIGHT have said jesus right after in my mind, can't remember well though
what IF i said f**king jesus out loud? is this bad?
i also had sexual thought about jesus and god
i've been ok, but i started to think about this again
today, i recalled that i tried to say it whenever my mouth was open like eating and it felt like i was saying it just in my head when i was eating
there're certain things that my brain won't let go of and it distinguishes and i feel depressed for guilt then on, such as this case
is this chemical imbalance?
could there be anyone saying the whole thing out loud with intention and not being guilty at all?
because i did it unintentionally and still i feel that im the only one who might have said this
should i pray for forgiveness
so whenever i start to feel guilty, should i slap myself?
i really don't understand why i have these kind of problems whe
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19 hours ago

i really don't understand why i have these kind of problems when people have problems about debt, divorce and cancer
even though i sound crazy, sometimes this is really important because i can rule my life away
19 hours ago

should i ask for forgiveness, but i don't want to because it was unintentional
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i make points of lists to assure that i don't have to be guilty, but i try to not do that because it will get me in deeper and deeper and finally unable to climb back out
i need to have a reason why i don't need to pray to be able to do anything properly or else i'll be always guilty of it
so should i forget about it all in a bunch?
does my christmas sound fascinating enough, it sure does, is this another mental problem to conquer?
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i don't have time to see anyone and it's too expensive and i don't want to share it with anyone except if i don't have to see them in person
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21 hours ago

is praying a compulsion that i don't have to do in this case?
obviously this is a compulsion and i think about it all the time, SO SHOULD I FORGET ABOUT IT WHENEVER I THINK ABOUT IT WELL I THINK ABOUT IT ALMOST ALL THE TIME BUT SHOULD I TELL MYSELF TO GET OUT OF THE HOLE?
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i love sports and i have a aptitude for it, but i never played that much in high school since i had this kind of problem but not the same one
i think about it all the time, so it's really hard to concentrate on anything
now im stressed because i started to enjoy raquet ball and it feels like this is going to be taken away from me next
do i sound like a guy or a girl?
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now im stressed out about the fact that i might have said f**king jesus out loud intentionally to make it worse so i wouldn't worry about it anymore?
this isn't considered as intentional towards jesus, right?
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i make points of lists to assure that i don't have to be guilty, but i try to not do that because it will get me in deeper and deeper and finally unable to climb back out
i need to have a reason why i don't need to pray to be able to do anything properly or else i'll be always guilty of it
so should i forget about it all in a bunch?
does my christmas sound fascinating enough, it sure does, is this another mental problem to conquer?

i don't have time to see anyone and it's too expensive and i don't want to share it with anyone except if i don't have to see them in person

is praying a compulsion that i don't have to do in this case?
obviously this is a compulsion and i think about it all the time, SO SHOULD I FORGET ABOUT IT WHENEVER I THINK ABOUT IT WELL I THINK ABOUT IT ALMOST ALL THE TIME BUT SHOULD I TELL MYSELF TO GET OUT OF THE HOLE?
12 hours ago

i love sports and i have a aptitude for it, but i never played that much in high school since i had this kind of problem but not the same one
i think about it all the time, so it's really hard to concentrate on anything
now im stressed because i started to enjoy raquet ball and it feels like this is going to be taken away from me next
do i sound like a guy or a girl?

now im stressed out about the fact that i might have said f**king jesus out loud intentionally to make it worse so i wouldn't worry about it anymore and i was frustrated with saying it in my mind numerous times
this isn't considered as intentional towards jesus, right?
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this whole is probably better than i think
when i write something like this down, it sounds more than it is
im thinking that this is why im not willing to pray

Answer 1

If you would pray, and let the Lord know you are sorry, you will be forgiven, first off..and secondly, Jesus said that you can say anything against Him you want, He was and is so humble...but not His FATHER...that is where the true blasphemy comes in...You say it,..and ask for forgiveness...say it, and ask for forgiveness....over and over,..and you will be forgiven, ..seventy times seventy...it is when we curse our FATHER in Heaven...that it is unforgivable...and even then, I know that God in His infinite wisdom, can forgive that if He so chooses to do so...Just keep praying on it...be willing to pray, what are you waiting for?...Don't forget also, that the Lord knows your heart, and every hair on your head.....He knows if you mean it or not...So stop stressing, and just keep asking Him to forgive you..and to take these thoughts away.....AND IF YOU DO REALLY HAVE OCD, TRY TO GET A PRESCRIPTION OF LUVOX,..IT WILL HELP YOU IMMENSLY

Answer 2

The fact that you are dwelling on it is probably a symptom of your OCD. Just let it go. You are making this way too big of a deal even though sexual thoughts about Jesus and God i have to admit are kind of strange.

Answer 3

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Answer 4

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GEESH!!
first off have ahug
sweetie we all do and say things we dont mean. the GOOD LORD knows we dont mean to be bad or say bad things or have bad thoughts..but we are human and of the flesh. God wants us to be the very best we can and to follow his path of rightiousness as close as we can
but he also knows were humans and make mistakes. we ask himto forgive us and go on with our lives. GOD is a forgiving GOD. just ask
second your being way to harsh on yourself.. forgive yourself and move on. sounds to me like you have amind that wont stop thinking. yes counselors and shrienks are expensive..but they have asliding scale for those who cant afford their services. why not go to a minister and talk to him or her and he will listen to what your saying and he or she will counsel you.
if your not willing to pray., and yet you worry about God forgiving you.. that kinda contradicts itself.. anyway talk to a minister. you know they have confidentiality and cant talk or discuss anything you say with anyone.
not knowing your age doesnt help here
GOD BLESS..relax and forgive yourself as GOD has forgiven you!!