he was my best friend of three years.
i broke his heart.
he broke mine.
we grew apart so fast.
so it's been months since we've personally talked after being nearly inseperable for so long. i never knew how much i relied on him, how much i actually need him.
for the past three months he has been in the back of my mind every minute of every day. it's been complete hell. i ache in places i had no idea i had.
i feel pathetic because it seems like he is doing fine. he has a girl friend now, and i want to let him go, but at the same time i'm scared.
i told him i was in love with him a month or two ago, he said he didn't feel the same. but then he told my friend that the after math of saying that was horrible (whatever that means.)
but there's this nagging feeling inside me that this isn't the end.
i have no idea what to do. i really just want it all to end.
he loved me so much, how can that just end?
2007-12-23
15:48:08
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