are the devils getting me?

Question

i feel that anything i do won't have a good result if i don't pray for the extraordinary blasphemous thoughts that i had before
there no meaning, intent or plan behind my thoughts, it's just out of my control
are the people with mental illness infested with devils and is that why they're sad?
this is one of my biggest obstacles in life, so i should fight it off to find myself again
i feel that one day i might think that religion is killing me even though im a christian
whenever i feel guilty and uncomfortable, does that mean the devils are near me?
am i right and what should i do?

i had tons of points that i wanted to mention, which i all analyzed in my head, but it was gone when i clicked the back button

Answer 1

I am the lowest monster to ever realise his faults. I want it ...why? Because I will always be ugly....sad....for many....i am sorry...i no only the mirror....

Answer 2

It is good to see when a person takes their thoughts or words as seriously as God does. Yes, He does hold us accountable.
Some of our thoughts are planned or in a specific sequence, relating to a particular subject. As we drive along and see random signs or sights, they catch our attention--and our thoughts may turn in that direction. Even though the thought may pass by -- just as if a bird flew across your line of sight -- that does not mean you are obligated to continue with the negative or naughty thought. You can leave it and look with your eyes and your mind with a better thought to consider.

Yes, I too, have read the New Testament scripture that says "the Devil prowls about like a hungry lion, seeking whom he may devour"

Yes, the Devil's fallen angels - demons - do roam the earth, and they do influence people. But frankly, we do a fine job of choosing sinful thoughts all on our own.

True, some people involve themselves in such things as Tarot or Voodoo, Satan or spirit worship, etc. which is influencing their mind and attracting the demons to influence them. And some people who are focused on evil do become demon possessed. Demon possession, though is separate and different from mental illness.

So right now - call someone - a Christian that is knowledgeable about the Bible. Let them talk with you and pray with you. Then find good and beneficial thoughts to concentrate on until you go to sleep.