am i emotionally unstable?

Question

when someone hurt me i try to hurt them just as much as they hurt me.. I get really angry to the point i feel like actually killing the person. am i....??

Answer 1

Psychotic sounds a little more accurate, though at least you can recognise your dangerous side.
Anger management would probably be of benefit to you.

Answer 2

It sounds like you might need to get medication to manage your extreme rage and anger. Sometimes it is treated with "atypical antipsychotics" like Risperdal (risperidone), Zyprexa (olanzapine), Geodon (ziprasidone), Seroquel (quetianpine fumerate) or Abilify (aripiprazol). These drugs can sometimes have serious longterm side effects - such as gaining 100 pounds on the first 2. Be careful in your choice of a psychiatrist, as some of them are just giving drugs out like candy. If you are prescribed more than 1 medicine, you should wait 2-5 weeks to see what the first drug will work like, before adding a second medication.

Answer 3

OMG, I thought I went crazy the other day, because I was at my Grandmother's and I was thinking about what I'd do if I were a doctor and I treated someone who lived in the house I wanted to buy. And I thought, 'oh, I know. I would give them an overdose of a certain drug so they would die and I could have the house...wait wtf am I talking about!?' I think we all have crazy thoughts sometimes when we're, for a lack of a better phrase, 'not thinking.' lol

Answer 4

You don't necessarily need to worry about labeling how you feel, or what you think is wrong. The thing is you recognize that your behavior needs to change, and that is the first step. Talk to a counselor at your school, or see your medical doctor, and talk to them about your concerns. They can probably recommend ways to help you readjust your behavior.

Answer 5

Yeah, that is a little extreme I'd say. Go talk to a professional...you need help in controlling your emotions.