I'm turning pshycotic?

Question

i don't know what to do im losing my mind i seriously felt myself turning psychotic and i was so angry becasue i hate myself my life my boyfriend my parents everyone because no one cares about me no one wants to help me we have no insurance so i ccan't even get help.. i hurt so bad!!!!!!!!!!!!!ive never seen love my mom emotionally negelcted and abused me literally no one cares about me!! don't even say anyone does because no one knows my situation nobody knows me or my life i deal with so much **** and it won't go away so much **** it wrong with me i feel so much pain and hurt and non love that im literally turning crazy because it hurts bad im helpless ive already been in the hospitol and conseling when we had insurance i just give up i hurt so bad im angry because i hurt my anger is a cover up of my real emotions because if i felt that i wouldn not be here and im starting to feel how i reall fell and i can't handle it!! i can't handle the fact the i have no one and no where to turn

Answer 1

Please seek help at a county or state department of mental health--you really need to speak to someone. There are also groups in some cities that are free or very low cost. Some medication might help you while you are working to feel better, as well.

There ARE people who can help you -- you just need to find them and let them help. Is there some social or faith-based agency in your area that you can reach out to? Some might be put off by your depression/anger but there will be someone who will be able to help you through this.

At the very least, call a suicide crisis line--you can call them very night if you need to--and talk to them. You can find your local one in the phone book. Please do this, and start with just one step at a time. I've been close to where you are, and there is an end to it, but it may take time. God bless and good luck to you.

Answer 2

Simply put: you are too inward looking. Don't take offense, thats not a criticism (we all are, I certainly was). The reason you feel depressed is because you have convinced yourself that the world has nothing to offer you- think again!

I found myself in a serious bout of depression quite recently (this was actually induced by a psychotic episode which I found frankly terrifying). I think the most important thing is to stop focusing so much on the here, now and present. Think more about the future as well- its still there!

Answer 3

It sounds like you are trapped in a nightmare and I am glad that you were able to express it to us at Y/A. We may not be able to help but writing down your emotions is a really good idea.

There must be some form of public help you can receive?? I am bi-polar and under the public mental health and I get loads of support, and although I don't know your pain, when I read your question, I felt like I could have written it myself a few years ago! Which I hope is an encouragement to you to know that things can and do change.

Its horrible when you have no one significant in your life to help you and share your pain. But for now trust the medical experts. Go to a hospital A&E and tell them that you feel vulnerable and they will put you in touch with the right services.

Good luck - and remember - just one day at a time.

Answer 4

Im just a 2nd year Psych student.. so I'll just keep it simple.. sounds like a form of depression. Psychotic is such a broad term when it comes down to it. Depression's side effects can be very dangerous and make you have points of psychosis. The best thing.. get therapy ASAP!!! If there is anyway POSSIBLE, I know you dont have insurance. Also there are several FREE support lines you can call.. just look it up.

Answer 5

Perhaps, instead you are frightened because you have so many emotions that you can't sort them out. Don't try to hide them by getting angry. It is OK to show emotions if it is not to the extreme. Even if you don't have insurance seek the professional; help through the county hospital or clinic. You need someone. Take those steps to seek help. Ask a school counselor, teacher, friend or friends parents to help you look.

Answer 6

you dnt need no one to love you but yourself
a man is like an island... realize what you want form your life, find a motivation and prube everybody who you are, but mos t of all prube yourself that you dont need them
and look for free help, im sure there is something like a free line in your country

Answer 7

how come the hopsital and counseling didn't work? i'm sorry you're feeling the way you are. i hope you find the help you need. why do you hate your bf and parents and everyone? maybe if you gave them the chance. i'm glad you're using Y!A becaues it shows you're looking for help and i hope we can help. even a little bit.

Answer 8

dont say that there is always someone out there that loves u. you need to look in the mirror and start loving yourself, because talking negative about yourself is not helping anyone.