I am 12 and I am publishing a book ...?

Question

I am publishing a book on poetry. Because I am really good. I didn't want my mom to know. My sister Kim blurted it out and then I was thinking KIM SHUT UP and my mom said sarcastically - ya uhuh But it sounded like ya right that will never happen. My mom is always putting me down like always what I am doing wrong. When what I did wrong wasn't anything at all barely anything. And I stopped fighting with her about 1 year ago. I will just be honest. Let her yell at me and not yell back just talk. I will accept my punishment but I feel she has been doing everything wrong. I was an accident , My mom had me because of beer , she was drunk and she still doesn't think I know. Sometimes I feel I am better off without my parents. I am not going to run away but I wish she wouldn't yell at me because I have so many more important things to worry about. School , my broken heart , Homework , Friends , Family deaths , Divorces , just everything , she doesn't believe in me enough to even care

Answer 1

You sound very mature and wise for your age. not sure what ur asking but just stay positive and find someone at school that is encouraging. ur only 12 so try not to stress about so many 'adult' things. i mean you have ur entire 'adult' life to do that :) so relax have fun, lots of it, create memories to tell when u are older.

Answer 2

Well honey I hope you get your poetry published, but watch out for cons.There is one that will print anyones poetry for money it doesn't mean you will ever see it for sale in the book stores though.If you get it published get it COPYRIGHTED.
Next as far as your mother goes, write her a letter she can read while you are at school explaing to her how she has made you feel about yourself.ALso let her know she may have been drunk but that was HER fault NOT yours and it is NOT your fault she wasn't on birth control and if she doesn't want to raise you, I am sure theres plenty of others who will give you a home, you can E-mail me and my wife as far as that goes we would take you in.
Chances are she does love you but just wanted different things for her life and is angry and bitter because of the consequences to the choices she has made are not what she wanted.
Tell her in spite of all she has done to make you feel unloved, you still love her just because she is your mommy.Use the word "mommy" when you tell her this last. That should get her teary eyed.
You CAN be anything you want if you will work at it hon.Just keep at it and remember JESUS loves you when no one else does.

Answer 3

Sweetie you must have a special gift for words. Parents should always support there kids dreams. Kids are never an accident ever. They are gifts from God . I know I have 2 gifts my self. I am here for you sweetie take care.