My family is Unstable , what do I do ???

Question

Ok my life is in dissere ( not sure if that's the right spelling , or the meaning for that matter )

I am 25- I have no life. - My parents are to blame- But I just wanna survive now - Forget them !
I am sick and tired of my father who is an emotionally abusive a-hol@ , and my mom just goes along with it as if there is nothing wrong.

Now my brother . he's the biggest a-ho#e of all of them ,( Also an emotional blackmailer like my mom and dad ) Recently my dad tried to get mad at me for the simplest thing and then he chased after me with a knife scaring me . So i called the cops on him . They came and arrested him and found out the knife that he was holding.

This happened few months ago on september.The Court gave me an order of protection against him . Today I was talking to my mother after along time because I was in serious need for some money and she helped me in the morning. I took the help only because I felt like using her once for everything I went thru and

trust ME-- I dn't feel a bit guilty for it.

So my brother is listenin to me and my mom's converstation and He gets angry and he's yelling at her saying Don't talk to him , Momm !!! "I told you before he's a badd seed . dont' talk to him " He's cursing at her because she's talking to me " . This guy is like so pissed off cuz i am talking to my mother and Finally he comes and turns off the tv in the kitchen ( thats where I was talking to my mom )
So i went up to him ( we haven't talked in months ) ..
So i asked him . Why did you turn off the tv ?..In a calm and nice manner ( i had my mp3 recorder running , cuz in a family of pathological liers , i need to survive too , and this will be my evidence )

So he goes ( IN LOUD NOISE ) " Do not talk to me man "
and i am going , i am just asking why did u turn off the tv..
He starts raising his voice, Gets up from his seat , almost as if he's scared that I am gona take him to jail too..
anyway

..I Hate this a-h##le .. because of reasons i dn't wanna go into right now..

I know you guys are thinking " Move out man , u r 25 ," yeah i know . that's why I got a job , and iam having an interview
tommorow for this other part time job .

But it seems like beacuse i asked my mom for help ( I felt like talking to her )
But i wish i hadn't asked her for money , because then I could have been living here for longer ( Not talking to any of these bi3##es in this house ) ..

But now the eco - system of the house is unbalanced. [ i had a plan to keep this scare that I will call the cops any time if they did somethign that threatens me or intimidates me even in the slightest way , but i wasn't gona cuz I still need a place to stay for 2-3 months ]now i am living in the midst of some unbalanced people , it's concerning me . Should I be concerned ,[ For me ], in every survival way i mean .??

Answer 1

this question didnt make sense to me, but its disarray.not dissere. and you used it right.

Answer 2

you are every bit as "unbalanced" as everyone else in that house. You all need therapy.