i just can't get over it
is it ocd?
i always or most of the time, have something on my mind that makes me guilty or lack confidence
a few years ago, i might have said f***ing jesus out loud or just part of it
i think just the thought of saying it out loud freaked me out and has been bothering me at some points constantly to the fact that i said that, which i could have just said the f word, but i don't remember, i tried to help myself by saying that i should live by my pride and if i have done something there would be a reason for it and if i don't make mistakes, i would lose the fact that im a human being and it is the timeline that's impossible to get across again
it's the time thing that will help me get past this where in exchange it'll bring me another crap of guilt like a relay
i got frustrated saying it in my mind, so i tried to make it worse by saying it out loud
2007-12-12
23:12:07
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it just freaks me out that i say that kind of thing, no one would say that except me, but i again tell myself that being creative is uniqueness, which means im special
2007-12-12
23:13:43 ·
update #1
do i have a serious ocd?
2007-12-12
23:14:11 ·
update #2
i don't think i went close to what i say here, but is saying that really unforgettable?
2007-12-12
23:15:39 ·
update #3
i tried to overcome guilt by convincing myself that im a human being that has a reason for my actions, which i should respect and to go on with the flow because i have the right, but this hill is a pretty big hill to get over
2007-12-12
23:19:36 ·
update #4