do i have social anxiety or something?

Question

i have borderline personality bit i think i have social anxiety because i don't know i don't really talk at school im afraid to talk to certain people ( like people i feel intimidated by or that are better than) me i oviously don't talk to them. when people call me to hang out i won't answer the phone or call them back. when i hang out with someone ove never hung out with before i don't talk like at all and people always say im really quiet even around my friends im pretty quiet and chill i almost feel like i have no personality when im around anyone im just dull. the only time i talk a lot is when im drunk with friends and im literally crazy that how they know me they don't know who i am sober because i am like crazy drunk. i can never keep friends they always back away. i dropped my debate class because he wasnted us to debate infront of the room and we did a practice and i got really scared and nervouse and just stoof there i wanted to cry !!!!! so i ened up dropping the class

Answer 1

First of all you are not alone. If you can get counseling just do that. Also, try self-help books. That you recognize that you have a disorder is the biggest step to recovery. Now go seek professional help while you are young. There are several routes to recovery. Some of the most successful people started from overcoming these disabilities.

Answer 2

whatever you have is really messing with your life... and it definately isnt just shyness. I wouldnt be drawn to keep getting drunk, though