I'm sitting in my kitchen typing on my laptop and I keep thinking about how I don't wanna deal with my husband or my kids anymore and how I don't wanna pay the bills and how I wouldn't have to try to deal with getting my husband to pay child support or go to court every month because my husband beat me!!! There are a case of knives on the counter about 4 feet away and I keepglancing at them!!! What is wrong with me!!!! I have never felt like this and I just wanna end it all! Am i suicidal? Please help!!
2007-12-05 09:11:01 · 9 answers · asked by Anonymous in Family & Relationships ➔ Family
It sounds like you don't really want to be dead, but you are having a really hard time coping with all the stress you are under, and it's pushing you to the point that you feel like you could snap. Have you ever felt like this before? Have you ever tried to kill yourself before? What I really wonder, is if you tend to do things impulsively - are you likely to act out on a feeling without planning it very much or thinking about it ahead of time, but just, in the stress of the moment, do something without thinking? If that's how you tend to be, I worry that the knives right there might lead you to decide to do something you don't really want to do, and wouldn't have done if you thought about it for longer.
Don't sit there staring at the knives trying to be strong on your own. First off, put the knives away so they won't be sitting right there tempting you. Then, call someone. 1-800-SUICIDE is a 24 hr hotline where you can talk about this anytime at all. Call them, they will help you through this bad moment.
2007-12-05 10:44:51 · answer #1 · answered by Janelle 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
I don't think you're suicidal, otherwise you wouldn't be on the laptop---you'd be using those knives! I think you ARE overwhelmed and stressed to the max, maybe even a little depressed. Seek counseling to try and get things straight in your head. Your kids have to be dealt with sweetie---you made them! Your husband is not something you need to deal with any longer, and a counselor can help you realize that there is a way out of a bad marriage if that's what you really want. As far as not wanting to pay bills anymore is concerned--JOIN THE CLUB!
2007-12-05 09:16:58 · answer #2 · answered by Marina 7 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Ok...step by step here. First drop the computer. Second, pick up the phone. Third, dial 911, explain your situation. Fourth, sit down and try not to think about a lot of things. Help is on the way.
2007-12-05 09:17:12 · answer #3 · answered by cowboywithavoice_mason 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
I am really concerned about you. The holidays are very depressing and make a persons mental state worse than others. PLEASE CALL A HOTLINE OR CRISIS LINE. I am not a medical person but I do know we all can get very tired and feel life isn't worth living--its called deep depsession. Call someone you trust and let them know how you are feeling.
I am begging you to call someone and throw away those knifes.
2007-12-05 09:41:39 · answer #4 · answered by eaglewoman57 1 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Frrst of all chill out.
The bad thing about suicide is that you will kill yourself on Monday and find out on Wednesday that everything will be ok.
Since your on the internet anyway, look for the local suicide hotline in your area.
Call it, so they can advise you on how to deal with the issues in your life.
ITS NOT THAT BAD!!! Hang in there.
2007-12-05 09:23:49 · answer #5 · answered by Anonymous · 1⤊ 0⤋
STOP! sersly pack ur suitcace and go somewhere for a day or a week... get a family member or a sitter to take care of the kids and relax! ur so stressed!
2007-12-05 09:36:32 · answer #6 · answered by Heather. Love. 5 · 0⤊ 0⤋
yeah, you sound like you are in a bad place. you need the support of love ones around ya and maybe some help.
good luck
2007-12-05 09:15:28 · answer #7 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
Try to relax. You dont want to harm yourself. Think about the kids!! They need you. Have you tried getting counseling??..Go to a church talk to a pastor's aide...go to a hospital talk to a counselor!! Life is a gift..Enjoy it!! God loves you and he want's you to be happy. Pray and ask god to give you patience!...Ask him to be with you right now. PRAYER CHANGES THINGS!!!..Live your life to the fullest!!
2007-12-05 09:27:28 · answer #8 · answered by Kayla22 1 · 1⤊ 0⤋
call 911
tell them you are a danger to yourself
they will get you the help you need
good luck!
2007-12-05 09:18:55 · answer #9 · answered by bronzebabekentucky 7 · 0⤊ 0⤋