Im having suicidal thoughts?!?!? Please help me!!!?

Question

I have always suffered from depression. Im in my mid 20's. I recently quit my job and now I cant find one!! Im really broke and thought I was in a relationship with a guy for 6 years who now hates me and I have no friends. I cant stop thinking about just ending my life since I feel my life is not worth living. But at the same time Im smart, I have a degree Im an attractive 5'7 125 lbs latina. I feel deep down I can get out of this but with medications. Can I go to any doctor and tell them I am depressed and need help, since I dont have insurance?? I havent been able to eat for almost a week and cry and lay in bed all day...Please any advice is very welcome!!

Answer 1

first of all calm down. yes go to a doctor if you want, if you have family talk to them. Whatever you do try to limit your stress, and distract your self from suicidal thoughts, try and find a hobby you enjoy, like playing an instrument.

Answer 2

Ending your life is not worth it, you are better than this!!! I'm bipolar so... I go though what you are going through on a daily basis. I know how you feel. The first thing that you need to do is find a job(even if it is in a book store), that will definitely help you and it will prevent you from laying in bed all day. At the same time you should keep looking for a job in your area of expertise. Sometimes cooking helps, if it is something that you like to do. Another thing, that is kind of fun is making jewelry, it will help you get your mind off of your bad thoughts. If you get a job, you will have insurance, otherwise you can go to an emergency room, but you are going to be stuck with huge bills. Medications aren't always the answer many have very bad side effects, but using them for a short period of time may really help you. Why does your boyfriend hate you? He should be able to understand what you are going through...I'm sure you can find better friends!!! Please don't hurt yourself, you have your whole life ahead of you. Thing of all the pain your family will go through if they lose you. You can get the job that you always wanted, get married, and have kids.

Answer 3

Suicidals don't inquire for help, so you're not suicidal, just depressed. Everyone goes through these stages in their lives you aren't the only one with problems. So stop the moping and do something about your situation. Take each issue one at a time and get a friend to help you analyze. Throwing all your problems in one pot makes it seem that there is no end. When people say, "Tomorrow will be a better day", means you need to look for answers after you've stop the crying. No one is going to make the matters resolved except YOU. If you are going through depression, some suggestions are, seeking help through the Mental Health Clinics in your area. Lots of times, these are sliding scale costs (very little) and even volunteer work helps you work off your payment at these places. Talking to a counseling at a church might be another free suggestion.
The world looks better once you look for positive resolution. Also, if you commit suicide, you won't get to meet the guy you are suppose to marry in the future.

Answer 4

First off, yes you need to go to the doctor and let them know what they suggest. Also, please understand that the medication is not a miracle drug, you won't be up and bouncing around the very next day. The medication can only HELP, the rest is up to you. As far as finding a job, there are certainly places that are hiring especially since it's the holiday season. Even if you only have a temporary position somewhere, it is easier to find a job when you have a job. Secondly, you are a very young woman, and this man is not right for you apparently. If you kill yourself, you will never know true love, you will never meet the man of your dreams and all you will really do is cause grief for your family. Make friends around your area by joining a group of some kind or take up a hobby. I'll be your friend if you need one. Email me anytime at [e-mail]. Good luck and the WORLD loves you as well as God!

Answer 5

Cant let life get you down like that you dont have friends because you choose not to have friends because you are depressed, if you have a degree it should not be very difficult to find a job. Just hang in there find you a job with a large company you will meet people there make new friends and maybe meet another guy there, although when a relationship goes with a coworker it can suck. I am not sure whether you would see a psychologist or a regular doctor for depression but that is something you can look into.

Answer 6

I'm very serious when i tell you to start taking St. Johns Wart. I too used to suffer from depression but the anti-depressants they put me on only seemed to make it worse. Finally my family doctor recommended me trying St. Johns Wart and after about 3 weeks of taking it i begin to feel alive again. It has no side effects and is 100 % natural and very enexpensive. Your right when you say you can make it out of this but sometimes a little help is nice and i wish you all the best. If you don't believe in God then may i suggest you find someone who does. He is the healer of all pain and can bring your life a joy that surpasses all understanding. After finding a relationship with Him all my depression went away and i've not to this day suffered from depression since. Good luck young lady and i will keep you in my prayers.

Answer 7

I cannot stress this enough, you must talk to someone, a family member perhaps. I've been in a similiar situation, and it always helps to talk to someone neutral. Second thing that helped me was realising friends come and go, and there are many who have no friends, or have lost them, its part of life.
You must also set yourself a goal, perhaps trying to find a job, something that will boost your self-esteem. It is not helping your state of mind by not eating either. Another thing might be to remind yourself, its not my fault, i'm a good person . And as far as i can tell you have positive things to say about yourself, like i'm an achiever, i have good looks and time is on my side. There is so much you can do with your life and i must say i admire you for having the courage to ask for help

Answer 8

I'd call for help immedialtly. I suffer from depression, and live from paycheck to pay check. I just keep praying it will get better. I've had a lot of heart aches too. I just keep doing my best and pray that things will get better. I always hope that the next day will be a little better. Maybe find a hobby, get involved in a fun group (that doesn't get into trouble) Me I do Genealogy,and I have a lot of fun, it's rewarding. Don't give up, do things to make yourself feel better. And talk to someone immediately! Good luck and God Bless.

Answer 9

You don't want to do this. There is never a reason good enough to take your own life. Email me a copy of your resume and I will help you with it. The best site for finding a job is www.careerbuilders.com

Call the suicide hotline and talk to someone about getting help. Tell them that you feel depressed and you don't have insurance. They can point you in the right direction. There are other options. 1-800-SUICIDE

Answer 10

My dear AM:I would have bypassed this except I took time to read many of the responses.How uninformed people in general are concerning suicide.Yuo know who to see if you are a long time victim of depression.Being unemployed at this time just compounded your symptoms.Not sure if you are unipolar or bipolar,but whichever one it is,you know you must seek a doctor. Someone must have followed you when you had a relapse.Seek someone and don't make your decision on whether you can pay immediately.Thinking suicidal thoughts is a danger zone and you know that.Don't turn to an internet site for help.It is difficult to do decision making at this time.It is not your fault you are ill.#1-seek professional help,once your depression is stabilized,then and only then make objective steps for your future.My thoughts are with you. Nan.

Answer 11

Go to a public hospital. They have to take you without insurance, though you may have a bit of a bill. The drug companies may offer you assistance with medication, and the area in which you live likely has a Mental Health authority where you can go for counseling.

You can get through this. Don't give up!