I think almost everybody has thought about it or will at some point, me included.
2007-12-04 13:11:16
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answered by Mickey Mouse Spears 7
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To say that my childhood wasn't all that great would be the understatement of the year.
My mother used to tell me I'm lucky abortion wasn't legal when she became pregnant with me or else she never would have had me.
I used to wish she wasn't my real mother and someday my real mother would find me and take me away from her.
As a result I grew up in such a way that nothing about this world seemed worth living for and there didn't seem to be a reason to stick around for more pain and suffering so I attempted suicide when I was 14 years old.
It was shortly after my mother moved away without leaving a forwarding address and I didn't know where to go or what to do so I took an entire bottle of Codeine pills and drank some wine I found in my friends fridge and went to sleep on the couch.
I really think because it wasn't my time to go and God had a plan for me is the only reason why I survived that overdose and am here today telling you about it.
I remember I vomited and woke up with a huge headache and was even more depressed because it didn't work and I couldn't figure out any other way to kill myself.
I'm glad I lived because many years later I was given the chance to live a normal and happy life with a family of my own and I have a son who loves me very much and I have a close personal relationship with my Father in Heaven.
My mother came back about a year later after I'd been living on the streets dodging perverts and sleeping behind dumpsters and I was with her for three more years while she tormented me and made my life hell.
But on my 18 birthday I moved out and I haven't had to see her since.
I'm very happy now and a completely different person from that scared little girl I used to be when I didn't have anywhere to go and I thank God all the time for allowing me to live so I could experience what love is supposed to be like instead of dying without ever knowing.
2007-12-04 13:25:39
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answered by Adelaide B 5
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I've thought of it many times, or drempt I actually tried before.
I never will though as I know it's not right, My depression causes a lot of negative emotions and anger towards life or struggles. My medications also increase those thoughts, but not the actions of it.
Life is worth living no matter how bad it is. I'll do my best to get through it no matter what happens.
I wouldnt be ending my suffering, just stop it for a while. I would end God's plans for my life, and wouldnt go to heaven with Him or my family.
Plus I'd be leaving a lot of questions on my families shoulders and sadness or heartache.
So I cant accept the thoughts of ending my life before God wants it to.
Since I've had so many accidents that could of ended it and surgeries or close calls. I've survived them all. So I'm meant to be here, God isnt done with me yet.
2007-12-04 13:17:37
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answered by poetbjc64 5
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Hi!
yes, I have thought about it and tried it...
but my story was for attention. Now I am not saying everyone who tries it or thinks about it wants attention...but I did. I really didn't want to die...I thought about more a long the lines of "what will they do or say now that I am dead"...them being my family.
Everyone gets sad and lonely...but some more than others. Some people see things that they wish they had, a different mother, a different father...someone who would listen...or someone who would just say "I love you"...actually not just anyone who would say that...but a particular person who has never said it and you really want and need to hear it from them. Despite what makes us sad...we have to remember what makes us happy...and for me, there are a lot more things that have made me happy during my life (even when I was depressed and thinking about suicide, it was just harder to see). Now I see happiness everywhere (as cheesy and lame as that sounds). All thoughts of suicide are out of my head completely because I want to live and there is a lot more in the world to live for than die for. (to me anyways =) )
2007-12-04 13:19:16
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answered by J-North 2
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Well, i haven't tried to commit suicide because I know I would be hurting others and not just me. I have thought about it though sometimes especially whenever I'm sad because I always fight or get fed up with my parents all the time.
2007-12-04 13:13:11
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answered by Anonymous
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no.
because life it just too precious. too few people realize that.
and if you're asking this questions because you have tried or you ARE thinking about it. then you should first step aside from those thoughts and remind your self that with whatever is going on in your life~ "IT CAN ALWAYS BE WORSE!!!!!" ...and it sure is a SAD SAD SELFISH~SELFISH~SELFISH thing that anyone could ever do.
i mean. just think about all the people that have nothing. no food. no family. no friends. barely a house. or maybe no house! . not EVEN a computer to be asking these questions!! and they are truckin on with life. or someone with cancer or a little pre-mature baby who may not make it.
go research about third-world countries and then just maybe you can realize, life 'aint' all that bad after all... not even in other countries, you can find stuff to make you realize right from you're own home town.
and if you just asked because you're curious. then im sorry about the rampage!!
2007-12-04 13:22:18
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answered by SimpleMo 3
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i never tried nor thought in committing suicide. Even in my dark days (times when i had a big problem) i never entertained that thought in my head. If you have problem, try to be at peaceful place and think a solution for your problem. I know you can handle that. God will not give you such problem if He thinks you can't solve it.
2007-12-04 13:15:28
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answered by jenn 1
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Not only have I thought about it, but yesterday I actually went ahead and killed myself. At the moment, I'm just waiting for them to set a court date for the late FranFreethinker. I never believed in reincarnation, but am having second thoughts (I think that what they're called). Anyway, when next on Yahoo Answers, my name will be FranNewGal. Bye for now.
2007-12-04 13:18:17
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answered by FRANsuFU 3
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Sure, the thought has briefly crossed my mind, but never for more than a split second, and never with any real intention on doing so. I've definitely never tried.
2007-12-04 13:13:22
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answered by mags2313 3
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Tried...never. Thought about it...not to the point of coming up with a plan.
2007-12-04 13:11:41
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answered by Anonymous
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