'Those molecules that I still have to wrestle with and devise an apt point of view to keep them from slipping into my consciousness, which I will not 'knowingly' allow there -- which I feel takes practice and bravery -- because if once there, they settle, stay too long, then take 'Form' and slow my momentum, not unlike corrupted files do when present in the hard drive of my PC; except in my case become fears, loops, old records that are hard-bent to be discarded -- earthen things, which tend to lead an observer to ask, 'What's up with that guy?, for which question I have to refrain with -- I'm only human.
I find that my self-honesty to articulate this is a good antidote and prophylaxis to dissolving them, though I see that this act takes time to learn how to flip the switches to turn things off or on as the need warrants.
For anyone, all these things -- name them. I suppose they abound like the stars in the skies. Thus I enjoy a measure of balance, content in knowing that I am not alone in mine, and know that that Form with the strong appetite eating at me can be curved by talking and sharing the haunts with others... And poof, they vanish verily or at once. But this sharing, too, can require bravery. But once I concede that no matter what I render, no one armed with an M-50 and frag grenade is going to pop from out of the cracks in the walls and hold me liable for wanting to heal.
What strides!
For lo, there are so many other forms waiting in line to be wrestled and tackled. That is the weariest thing of it all. I suppose that for now, however, this all comes with being a participant on this planet -- just for now.
2007-12-04 07:18:17
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answered by ? 6
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Rena...Path Less Traveled said it all: awakening to every moment and STAYING AWAKE! Overcoming this insidious conditioned ego, this human habit pattern, that blocks Truth. Sometimes it seems an insurmountable task; other times I relax into the process and do not judge its speed or depth, just letting it be what it will be, knowing that it is what it is. As to "eating at my Heart," I would describe it more as "prodding or urging my Heart," for which I am so grateful. Otherwise, I would not feel the "urgency" to stay tuned and let go of the mundane. So, all in all, it is a good thing. I am Sirius
2007-12-05 07:44:30
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answered by i am Sirius 6
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An emotional worry that you carry with you for a long period of time it's more then just an external problem, but can be a by-product of it.
The phrase comes from the fact that we use to think all our emotions came from our heart, I'm pretty sure we can all except that emotions come from some where in the brain. We should probably change it to something like "what's eating your brain today?" I'm sure that will catch on fast. lol
2007-12-04 13:47:09
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answered by Bear 2
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For me right now it is stress and lots of it but that too will pass because it is finals week.Besides that maybe not having a lot of money to splurge but that is okay and worrying about academics.What I find really annoying that eats at my heart are silly,unworthy questions about weddings,celebrities and people who do not do anything or do not want to do anything with their lives yet expect us to be gurus in that domain.I do not need for people to ask if so and so celebrity did this when there are more important and mature topics such as philosophy to be discussed or when people cannot spell at all as though they are in first or second grade!
2007-12-05 05:28:17
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answered by icycrissy27blue 5
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Worry over the future of the earth.. and the future of my grandchildren. Is the environment going to continue to degrade forcing a lesser life on the people of the future? Will there be enough for them to have a happy life? This REALLY worries me. It also makes me feel powerless. There's only so much I can do about it. I'm old, so the future isn't a problem for me... but I hate to think of how hard the future might be. I'm hoping that we'll work things out the way we have with many problems in the past.
2007-12-04 17:46:04
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answered by Annie D 6
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There are some emotional chains that bind me still. It is a dilemma and eats at my heart. And the answer is still unknown, which takes even more chunks out of my heart.
2007-12-04 14:22:02
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answered by Marguerite 7
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My life is not perfect by any stretch of the imagination, but I keep my heart happy by dwelling on all that I have to feel grateful for. And there's so much. Choosing to feel grateful keeps my heart at ease most of the time.
2007-12-04 23:06:05
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answered by Geri42 7
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What is eating at my Heart would be wanting Justice for the Murder of my Grandson.
2007-12-04 22:11:13
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answered by a.vasquez7413@sbcglobal.net 6
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mostly thinking about if my daughter will be surprised on Xmas, & if I got her enough stuff. We are living paycheck to paycheck right now, & I have saved a little every month for her. I am worried that it won't be enough though. Also sad that I don't have the $$ to get my parents or fiance anything!
2007-12-04 13:36:08
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answered by Sugar Magnolia 6
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my emotions.
i've got a lot of them in me...and some of them i love to feel and some i wish i didn't feel. not only my emotions but also those that i've picked up from other people...what is eating up in my heart is that i feel too much that it could hurt me...it takes more to control what is eating me up...but im working on it... :o)
2007-12-05 09:57:25
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answered by mesmerize_pol 2
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