should I give up on love?

Question

I see that love is just a bunch of drama. And I dont no why but I really dont feel the love in the relationships or the point in love. I actually feel nothing inside of my self

the things I beleive are

1. Live only for yourself b/c only you can help yourself succeed, everyone else just gets you so far.
2. Do wat you want to when you want to no matter wat
3. fear nothing, even if there are some fears
4. Care only for youself, and act on your emotions
5. everything dies eventually. so live life to the fullest

I been thinking alot and the loneliness inside is affecting my life, at school, and at home, I've been thinking alot about joining the army in the assasination group or something with 'assasination in the name, b/c I feel nothing and I enjoy seeing ppl in pain (though no too much pain)

yea, I no Im crazy.

Answer 1

NO your not, not even close, honest, yes you are not crazy. But the fact people don't except about living a meaningful life is that you need to be an animal. Its the truth, your doing GOOD! Hell yea! I was at that point at about 14 years of age, a very anger, rage-filled, malicious, don't f with me charater. It was DOWN that path that I found truth in my life. So really your developing nicly. Realize the society your born in, is flaw'd, finding away thru that flaw is one of your lifes missions. This is NON-COMFOMIST behavior, good, now lets just hope you find the right purpose in it all. The more hard-2-the-core you get with yourself, the harder, and harder it becomes to be "Bad". Its the truth, selfishness is a weakness, but you'll find that out in time, your finding your heart now, and like I would expect, it HURTS! GREAT! Thats how it startes, now find your path, and keep that drive to fight, because the REAL struggles coming, mauahahhahahhahah!!!!