This is gonna be long, just a warning.
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2 months ago my girlfriend of 9 months dumped me. It was for decent reasons, I was an emotional wreck, and then I lashed out at her one day and that was too much for her, I don't blame her.
Up until about a month ago she ignored me, treated me like the lowest form of life on earth.
But this past month we've been talking, becoming good friends again. The past week we've been really close, to the point that today we were actually touching, more than just accidental brushes, which is saying something considering what's happened. I was sitting next to her, she was lying down, and I was tugging on her lip ring, and she was messing round trying to bite me. Playful like.
I've been writing in my blog on bebo, maybe because I secretly wanted her to red it, I'm not sure. She read it this afternoon. I know it wasn't just scanning my page and seeing it, because the post she replied to was a couple weeks old, and on a different page...
2007-11-28
18:15:52
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So she was purposefully looking at my blog.
The post was '"we need to talk", there, I said it, now I just need to say it to the person I need to', and she replied saying 'yer we do...'.
So yeah, now I'm in a mild panic, because I don't know what she wants to say.
Judging from what I've said, do you think this 'talk' is going to be good or bad? What does she feel for me now?
2007-11-28
18:18:03 ·
update #1