I feel so depressed and lonely right now , What should I do ?

Question

why do I feel so depressed ? I am in search for a new job , a better paying job So I can move out of my abusive parents house.

I have 2 interviews coming up next week .But today I had this 2 day job ( inventory ) . When I got there it seemed like there is no work to do for more than 2 hours. The guy who came to open up the office floor went home after 30 minutes.

So it was just me sitting there looking outside at the mountains and listening to this " Overcoming social anxiety step by step " program .

But my Mp3 bacterry run out so I just kept looking outside . It got me thinking ( something which I tried to stop for a long while now)

and I started to think of different stuff. My car might go into reposession soon if i dn't pay them in 20 days.

When I came home I felt so depressed and lonely , I looked up my x-gf's online profile . and it got me even more thinking ..
I don't know why I did that. ( i have done it couple of times before knowing how much harm that can do )

I don't know what to do . I know I have many problems , most of them due to the dysfunctional upbringing . But it just sucks , you know ...

I dn't know..What should I do ? Please tell me....

Answer 1

Life's a struggle, something I know I don't have to remind you of, but take it to its next possiblily conclusion. You need to find PURPOSE in that struggle, you need a reason WHY that makes you feel good for WHY you deal with all this bs, day in and out. You need a purpose that in some way makes it all make sense and gives you a direction that makes you feel intense, good, and powerful. What that is, is up to you, use to be religions purpose in our life, but alas, not so much anymore...

Answer 2

I ought to presume (from the design you might have awarded), you're a youngster. If this be so, you might have the rampant hormonal ragings that is traditional at the moment. Leaving you frequently in a state of misunderstanding. You additionally end up introverted as a protecting mechanism. Is why you might have such a lot concern speakme for your individuals.. they on no account comprehend, correct? Although all of them went through the equal factor of their transitional years. Interject independence elevating its vital affect into the image and you'll get an attractive well concept of the consternation that's currently being skilled. What to do approximately it!! It turns into fundamental that you just take delivery of the adulthood aspect which is making an attempt to impose itself into your lifestyles after which, speak for your individuals like an grownup. Rather than a complaining youngster. And be definite and now not use the word, "you simply do not comprehend"..... they do if you're capable to precise your self so they are able to comprehend what you're which means.