why did i think it was ok?

Question

this is really random,i actually don't know why I'm about to post on here,i just need to get a few things out....my friends are shitty....why did i think it was okay to tell someone i liked them just to make them happy?i felt sorry for them
i began to like them,but i wasn't happy?why?i really dont know....
we were kind dating,but not in an actual relationship,and i was off flirting with other guys,but at the end of the day i still wanted him to be there....
i guess i was just so lonely,i wasn't in complete like with him,i just needed someone to be there at the end of the day to make me smile,to send me cute text messages,to come over for cuddles and kisses..


me and this person recently stopped talking...I've been feeling really shitty lately and im not quite sure why,other then being lonely.....maybe this is why?im feeling guilty...im bad at expressing my feelings,because i always hold them in,i never tell people how i really feel about them.....if anyone has anything to say,feelfree

i just need someone to talk to

Answer 1

Need to figure out how to be a better friend to yourself. Yea cliche' but its an f'd up world, not much of a choice. Its not really all that hard, it actual starts with you getting us to doing things with yourself, namly reading books, watching some tv, soul searching, yea I know sucky, but in the end you need some gutso. You need to fight for some identity out there, people here can't help you much because in the end, your problems pretty general, most people did what they most. Your sort of forced into the same position.... find some meaning, or find it meaningless.....