I have no reason to go on. Apparently I'm anorexic, I have OCD, I slit my wrists and my family doesn't like me. I'm also a hypocrite, I'm coming on here and helping people with their own problems, which are almost exactly the same as mine, but I can't seem to find the purpose in myself.
The one place where I felt safe, which is where I work, is now changed. I feel like I've been pushed aside and they no longer care about what happens to me. I don't mean to sound greedy, I don't need them to care 24/7, but when I talk to them about this stuff, it's like they don't even care.
My friends are all turning their backs on me, but why should I blame them? Who am I? No one.
2007-11-26 09:04:25 · 6 answers · asked by Anonymous in Health ➔ Mental Health
I dont know how old you are, and i dont know if any of my advice will help. But i do care, and i think its worth a shot. I don't know how you feel... ive never been considered anorexic or slit my wrists... but i know that hurting myself never helps anything. You only think its helping because of the enormous flood of endorphins released to conceal the hurt of the infliction. I do know how it feels to be left out and forgotten and just not cared about. I was left by my mother at a boarding school hundreds of miles from home, and no one called me for a year... i was depressed. and my friends there never understood me and werent the type of friends i thought everyone should be. But there is always a point in living... and you're only worthless if you've given up on yourself and i know that hasn't happened yet, because you wouldnt have posted on here if you didnt want to give it one more chance.... i know this may sound cheesy and may be just another one of those seemingly fake answers... but i am genuine in what i said... and i dont think your worthless and dont think you should either... i hope you feel better i really do, and if there is anything i can do to help you in the process.. please feel free to ask or email me! hope i helped!
2007-11-26 09:19:38 · answer #1 · answered by icy-hot-flame 2 · 1⤊ 0⤋
Whoa, wait a minute, you are going to let everyone get on your nerves so bad to drive you to stop having the will to live?! No babe, be stronger than that, there are plenty of things to live for. First off, your family; and yeah, it might seem like they are all against you and don't like you but the reality of it is that they do. All these things you say that you are "Apparently anorexic, have OCD, and are a hypocrit" are all things you were told by people who just don't understand what situation you are in. I mean, mentally you sound like you are emotionally drained (and I don't blame you, I would be too). Sometimes I feel like the world is crashing down on me too but when I finally get out of that dark place I realize that those horrible feelings were temporary and don't compare to the feeling of being alive.
Its not easy to find a single purpose in life but it is easy to find lots of reasons for living. You might not even know it but you most likely affect someone else's life in a positive way. Drama at work is every where. The only thing I could recommend on that note is that you never do any more or any less than everyone else because people are not appreciated because of their capabilities at work; most of the time is all about personality at work and if the people in charge like you or not (and even then you have no control over it).
Your friends will come around and be there for you just give it time. I am not saying to excuse them if they have been rude to you or not but what I am saying is that you are in a difficult situation and it might be difficult for them to understand you.
I don't know what to say to you and I wish I had the words to make you feel better but I hope this will at least make you think about the good things in life; no matter how small the good moments might be, they are all worth it.
Keep yourself together and if you need to seek out for help do it, there is no shame in that.
2007-11-26 17:21:38 · answer #2 · answered by Anonymous · 1⤊ 0⤋
you know you don't like your life now. Get help, A Life is worth everything in this world. Take your own advice get help . We need good people here to give others an answer for their problems Guess what Rose ,It's your turn. You are smart, maybe too smart . you know so much about troubles and it's time to get help for your troubles. If it was good advice for them It's good for you too. You know you don't want to hurt yourself anymore, and you need the friends who you are driving away . Do this for Rose, You can change your life, reach out for it.
2007-11-26 17:29:05 · answer #3 · answered by redd headd 7 · 1⤊ 0⤋
no!! dont ever give up on life.
you have some problems
but try to concentrate on the good things
on your life and try to slowly fix the bad things.
go to a doctor about your anorexia.
find a new job that makes you feel safe and happy.
stop thinking negative thoughts.
your family probably doesnt hate you and neither do your friends.
if your friends have been bad to you then find new ones.sometimes its better to just start a new page and take control.
whatever you do dont give up.
<3 hope i helped.
have a good day.
2007-11-26 17:10:31 · answer #4 · answered by love2SHOP 2 · 1⤊ 0⤋
Rose, please see a doctor or someone that you trust. No one should feel that they don't have a reason to live. Even if you don't see it, there is some reason that you are alive today, and it would be unfair to take that away from the world. Sometimes i feel like this too, but if you are cutting yourself and see no reason to live, you need to talk to a doctor because you are depressed.
2007-11-26 17:11:20 · answer #5 · answered by Anonymous · 2⤊ 0⤋
well rose, your OCD is allegedly whats causing these social problems. i think you should seek behavioural therapy, phramasutical therapy, or a combination of the two. the internet cant help you.
2007-11-26 19:14:01 · answer #6 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 2⤋