I feel suicidal =[?

Question

I've had this in the back of my mind for years now and its gotten worse. Everybody hates me, even my parents hate me so that doesn't make things any better. I attempted it yesterday but i got scared, but now the feeling to do it is even greater. Im being seriouse here so please help me through this

i have a boyfriend whos helping me through this but thats about it, and i have been dignosed with depression and i take medicine for it, but it seems to not be working becouse if it was, then y would i be feeling like sh!t.

Answer 1

You are not the only one to feel this.
It is not an abnormal thing to feel.

Since you say you want help, please know that an attempt is not the way to get it.

At school, make an appointment to talk to the school social worker.He/She can give you some coping skills or even recommend seeing a therapist and possibly starting medication.

I wish you the best.

Answer 2

Sometimes your family can be your worst enemy. Spiritually, depression is anger turned inwards. Just know that some people are real nasty and even well-meaning parents who have not worked on themselves or resolved their own childhood issues will be awful. Stay strong, no matter what. You are a survivor. See a school counselor or call the suicide prevention hotline. They will talk to you free day or night, and will not think you are weird. I believe in you and I care if you are alive, and so do many other people, just ask. Remember, you are on this earth for a reason. Read some books by Louise Hay--if she could overcome rape, poverty, incest, being beat on and abused her whole life to become a great healer for others, SO CAN YOU!

Answer 3

You are just feeling depressed, but you've got to understand that depression distorts your sense of reality and worth. First up, it's impossible that everyone hates you. You are probably mistaking criticisms and discipline for hatred, a common teen problem.

My advice is that you ask your parents straightaway to take you to a mental-health counselor so you can discusss your problems and concerns. He/she might also recommend an antidepressant to prevent further suicide attempts and to effect a recovery from your depression.

Life is too precious to waste so don't give up as you have so much to look forward to. Help is out there if you just ask.

If you are in the US, NAMI has many chapters where you can talk with others just like you.

Answer 4

If you feel like you might attempt suicide again, you need to get yourself to a hospital ASAP so that you can be monitored and get a referral for professional therapy.
There's not a whole lot anyone can do online. We can offer encouragement, which is great, but it is up to you to take the first step and get help from a professional.
Get to a hospital or mental health facility ASAP before you seriously hurt yourself.

Answer 5

If you are seeing someone (preferably a psychiatrist or psychologist) you really need to alert them as to how deep your depression really is. As for the medications, you might not be on the correct anti-depressant or dose of medication. In checking with the psychiatrist you can work together on coming up with teh correct med/dose. Work together with your psychiatrist or psychologist. Perhaps you might need to get away for a bit in some form of treatmetn facility if you are feeling this low-
Keep trying to get over this

Answer 6

OK how about you join some extra curricular activites- make some new friends.

I bet your parents love you to death- I bet tons of people do. You know what you should so? you should get into reading. Reading is sooo awesome. I bet you will like these books


Twilight, New Moon, and Eclipse


They are amazing. Even if you hate reading I bet youll like these. =)

Answer 7

i feel depressed and low sometimes, and i will admit i have though what if i was not on earth. But, i spring back up.

More people love you than you think and you may be gone but it will always pinch they're heart, just to think of you.

life can be fun sometimes, sometimes not and no not everyone hates you. at least i dont, but im worried right now.

Answer 8

It sounds like you have a serious case of clinical depression. If you're in school, talk to your school counselor ASAP. He/she should be able to refer you to the help you need. By the way, I seriously doubt your parents hate you. They may often get frustrated or angry with you, but my guess is that they probably love you.

Answer 9

GRAB LIFE BY THE BALLS AND SAY THIS IS MINE AND I CAN DO ANYTHING WITH MY LIFE!!!!!! YOU KNOW WHERE SUICIDE'S ROAD WILL END! WHERE DOES YOUR LIFE END? WHERE WILL THE ROAD GO!? DON'T YOU WANT TO FIND OUT?

Suicide...please read. I found it on another side and I feel it is very important so if you have ever felt like committing suicide or you know someone who is thinking about it then please read this (or get the person who is thinking about committing suicide to read this) I know it¡¯s a hard subject to talk about (trust me iv been there) but life is short and there is so much to enjoy. You will get through it. You've decided to do it. Life is impossible. Suicide is your way out. Fine -- but before you kill yourself, consider these facts:

Suicide is not usually successful.

You know a guaranteed way? Ask the 25yr old who tried to electrocute himself. He lived. Bit, both of his arms are gone.
What about jumping? Ask John. He used to be intelligent, with an engaging sence of humor. That was before he lept from a building. Now, he's brain damaged and will always need care. He staggers and has seizures. He lives in a fog. But, worst of all, he knows he used to be normal.
What about pills? Ask the 12yr old with extensice live damage from an overdose. Have you ever seen anyone die of liver damage? You turn yellow. It's a hard way to go.
What about a gun? Ask the 24yd old who shot himself in the head. Now he drags one leg, has a useless arm and has no vision or hearing on one side. He lived through his "foolproof" suicide.

You might too. But .. who will clean your blood off the carpet or scrape your brains from the ceiling? Commercial cleaning companies may refuse the job -- but someone has to do it. Who will cut you down from where you hung yourself, or identify your bloated body after you've drowned? Your father? Your mother? Your sister or brother? The carefully worded "loving" suicide note is of no help. Those who loved you will never completely recover. They'll feel regret and an unending pain.

Suicide is contagious. Look around your family. You do have other choices. There are people you can help you through this crisis. Call a hot line. Call a friend. Call a doctor or hospital. Call the police. They will tell you there's hope. Maybe in a phone call this weekend. But what you're seeking could be just a minute, a month, or a day away.
You say you don't want to be stopped? Still want to do it? Well, then, I may see you in the psychiatric ward later. And we'll work with whatever you have left.

If you are reading this, steal it and put it in your site too. If you're seriously considering this permanent solution to a temporary problem, please find help. This isn't the way to go, you may think that everyone would just be better off without you, but have you ever seen a family who has lost a loved one to suicide? They're messed up, the parents usually get divorced, the siblings never talk to each other. This not only ends your life, it changes the lives of others around you, but not in a good way. There are people who love you, and people who have been through the same things as you, even though it may not seem like it at times. So please, seek help.


& I hope you have realized ;; Suicide's not the way out. there are so many other safer ways of dealing with your problems. Maybe you think it's easier to just die. But think of what you are giving up. you're leaving your family, friends, and all the people who care about you and love you. And maybe you're not even that old yet, you have to experience life, find true love, that kind of stuff. Killing yourself isn't going to help. That's just running away from your problems, it's not solving anything, it's not making it better.

I know i can't convince you to not commit suicide, but just please think about everything a little before you do anything.

There's always someone who will be there for you to talk things through even if it seems like no one is there for you. Everything will get better, and it will be okay.

So whenever you are going to pick up that knife, or razor, just think about all the people you are leaving behind, all the memories, and all the good times.

I guess sometimes everybody feels like they want to die at lease once in their life. And you think there is no other way, just read this over.

Remember:
You live to have fun, and joke around ;; Not to be depressed. I know depression isn't an easy thing to get over, but it is possible ..
Please read this all it may change your live for ever

Answer 10

life doesn't always suck. Things will get better trust me. There is more to life then what your parents think of you....you one day will be someone's soul mate, someone's mother...etc...and life will begin to look brighter for you. Life isn't easy but you have to keep your head up. There is always a time for every thing under the sun a time to laugh a time to cry...etc. Give it time. Read the bible it will help you.