Help me please?

Question

I've lied to my boyfriend about so many private, personal things, been caught, I promised him i wouldn't ever again, but i did again .. sorry i can't go into detail what they were.

but he can't hardly speak to me, i dont know how to explain myself to him, i do it and he doesnt understand.
and he said he hates me right now
and that i should choose what i want, my old life or him.
i told him i wanted him
and he doesn't believe me or something, so i'm extremely upset
he got off the phone with me to talk to some other girl, probably about me, and whats going on
which is only making me feel worse

I'm probably going to get high, I just don't know if i can handle all of this high
but i cant hand it being sober.

I realy have noone to talk to about this
so I don't expect help. I'm kind of just venting I guess

Answer 1

im sorry for you and you really REALLY need to talk to this guy ---- dont lie to him --- if you dont like what you have done then dont do it anymore --- he also has to realise that if you had not done those things you would not be the person you are today ---- your past does not have to be your future --- you make the decisions and you decide what is important --- if you feel other things are more important than your relationship then let him know --- best wishes to you

Answer 2

if he is still wite you through all this then he must really like you.
think about it would you want him doing what your doing??
i would stop doing what your doing call him over make some tea and explain yourself to him and if he dose not understand give him time and if he still dose not then get rid of him beacuse he probleay never will then

Answer 3

Well he doesn't deserve you. That's the politest way I could put it.