prayer request i need help?

Question

i have never in my whole life felt i needed anyone to pray for me. i have no idea why but i strongly feel that the devil is taking way control of my mind. i am so f* !seriously all i think of is serious bad stuff......... today i had multiple suicidal thoughts and i felt the addiction of getting high..... can someone please tell me what i can do? i cant keep my mind focused on anything......

Matthew P- there is no way in hell i have eternal life

Answer 1

I was suicidal too. Then I decided to trust God. There is so much to write about it.

I used to be addicted to marijuana, and I would get paranoid when doing it. I don't do that anymore.

Here, read my 360 blog and then tell me what you think. I am on IM or you can e-mail me.

http://blog.360.yahoo.com/blog-7rEUJP4lbqSbntikbR2aAw--?cq=1&p=20

Trusting God means letting go of all this stuff. You let Him take care of it, you only have to trust Him. Jesus is the way to make peace with God, I hope you get a hold of me, I would like to help you if I can. I know what it is like.

Prayer done.

Answer 2

I'm so sorry that you are in pain, and I wish that there was something I could do right now to help you. Life is precious. Suicide is not an answer out of your darkness. Running away through drugs will not help you. I have felt your despair. Several years ago I learned I had a very debilitating disease. As a mother of two young children, I was panicked and desperate. The thing that helped me the most was doing things for others. I couldn't do much, but I would call people that needed to hear a friendly voice or help with a small project at my kids school. Gradually as I got out of myself and focused on helping others, I began to feel better. There are many people in dire straights that could use your help. Check with your local food pantry, meals on wheels, animal shelter or nursing home. I certainly think that talking to a minister or caring friend would be a good idea, but sometimes if we actually DO something positive, it moves us to a better place. I'll be thinking about you, and hoping that you find your way out of this. Blessings to you.

Answer 3

I had this too. Before i left the house, some strange voice said "i will kill you". I was crossing the street and felt a strange urge to cross the street when a car is speeding. I got so scared. I almost cried for help to the traffic enforcer. I prayed and asked for God's help silently in my mind. When i was able to cross that street safely, i went to one spot and recited in my mind "Thou shall not kill" over and over again till i felt that the demon left already.
I was into occult before and burned all my books and stuff about it because i found out it was from the demons. Maybe they got angry and started targetting me. They also attack me during sleep.
One time, a churchmate gave me a rosary blessed with holy water by a priest. I liked the color so much i wore it to sleep. Then i heard a strange voice say "Oh no, she's guarded" since then i never experienced being attacked during sleep and then i wear it anywhere i go. I also got a blessed bracelet embossed with religious images given to me. I only remove these two when i take a bath. Give these a try. Get 1or2 for yourself and never remove it unless necessary like taking a bath. BELIEVE ME IT HAS POWERS!!! God loves you hang in there. You could also ask for a request for church mass to be dedicated to you for protection.

Answer 4

Brother,

I was like you one time and I did have the thoughts until I went to a doctor for some mental health. That was fine until I woke up and found out that I had more in life to do then to waste it on trying to harm myself. Then one day I woke up and went to a church across the street from my home and found Jesus. Since then I have not tried to harm myself or anyone else since then. I now help others in my area with the same kind of problem.

If you would like you can send me an email and I will be more then happy to help you out anyway that I can.

Just remember that someone loves you.

Answer 5

Many prayers have long gone up & God has heard the prayers. We now ought to thank God for the people who're making a distinction & for the protection of people who're caught in this occasion. I thank God that their desires are dealt with with greater effective than enouph & plenty left over. That the coverage companies will pay the fee. That the government will pay despite the fact that extra it is needed to reconstruct, and so on... yet, i think of we ought to look into what we (US) could have completed to stay away from this interior the 1st place. possibly we weren't praying enouph only before time. The Lord informed me to no longer pray with regard to the fires, yet to wish for the people & their protection & wellness. additionally, thank God that there hasn't been greater effective than 2 deaths commonplace so a approaches. God is honestly giving want & retaining people by using this very confusing time. What the enemy has meant to break lives, the Lord has prevented many deaths.

Answer 6

You must be a Christian? Satan and his minions are real and try to do homage to people, spiritual ware fare. I watch and see it at work, I also have a form of discernment. So you have thoughts placed into your mind by demonic forces. You can put it to the test. When you have thoughts over and over like something is placing these thoughts into your head focus real hard and you will see there is something there a demonic force with intelligence trying to get to you. Read the Bible and get knowlede about what your dealing with. Keep asking questions God bless.

Answer 7

who hasnt had suicidal thoughts?....do not give up hope!!...focus outside of yourself, think of those who love you and the damage this will cause. STAY OFF THE DRUGS AND ALCOHOL...it doesnt help you feel better it just makes the thoughts worse. one step at a time bro, you know what you need to do to take back control. Do it!! i will add my prayers to YOURS ok...may i suggest that you let those that love you know what you are going through so that they too may keep you in their prayers as well as give you practical support.

Ask Him and He will give you comfort.
God bless

EDIT: in response to your additional details...."there is no way in hell that you will have eternal life".....YOU are not the JUDGE of that. Do not be so lofty to think that God cannot forgive you.

Answer 8

Seek medical treatment. You could be suffering from depression which is a serious condition requiring medication. Keep looking for answers; God loves you, and He wants to help you get your life on track.

I am praying for you right now, and I will in the days ahead.
Take care of yourself, and don't do anything to harm yourself.

Answer 9

Check yourself into the hospital immediately. A doctor needs to determine what sort of mental health issue you are having and then prescribe medication. This is not the devil... this is your brain, chemicals, maybe affects of the drugs you took. It is important that you are in a safe place where you will not harm yourself or someone else until you can be treated.

Answer 10

Will keep you in prayer for sure. However, you cannot wave your arms and hope the darkness will leave. The only way to be rid of the darkness is to turn on the light. Upon turning on the light, the darkness shall flee!

John 8:12
Then Jesus spoke to them again, saying, “I am the light of the world. He who follows Me shall not walk in darkness, but have the light of life.”

The good news is, you know EXACTLY where you stand. Only those who THINK they have eternal life, do not seek it. You, on the other hand, KNOW that you do not have it. The question is, do you WANT to be 100% sure?

Feel free to write me... Schneb
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