What's wrong with me?! :-(?

Question

I just ate 3 cookies, not big but I felt nauseous, like I shouldn't have cookies, yet its "time of month" soon and I can't control myself. I felt like telling myself "eat less junk, exercise more and u will be 125 pound by March". Isn't that bad for me to worry that lot? And I'm afraid that I might get sick because I sometimes feel like I got to throw up the food but the school counselor will have to tell my parents and I don't know how they will react because my mom was bulimic so I don't want her angry or sad. Help

Also, I can't tell friends because they will tell others and one friend was bulimic and she recovered but I don't want to tell her. Any advice? Teachers is out of question

Also, I can't tell friends because they will tell others and one friend was bulimic and she recovered but I don't want to tell her. Any advice? Teachers is out of question and I'm afraid of rejection (friends dumping, parents sad, then tell whole family) which would embarass me

Answer 1

GIRLLLLLL you need to learn to love yourself and the way you are you sound young and you dont need to be stressing over weight you should be having fun and doing things that make you happy! what do you need to worry about our weight for ? who are you doing it for ? also eating 3 cookies is OK! there is nothing wrong with having snacks , like i said you dont need to be worried about that, you should be doing things that make you happy , and believe me the last thing you want to do is keep this bottled inside of you. at least tell your mother b/c she has been through the same experience and she understands where your coming from so she wont get angry. she will be more then willing to help and cheer you up. the last thing your mom will be is angry she will understand and know exactly what your going through so it would be a good idea to talk to her about . i really think you should tell your mother , you dont have to tell your friends but TELL your mother because she has been through this.
get me ?? hope i helped! =D

Answer 2

Sounds like you are finding things to worry about. Just because your mom and your Friend were bulimic does not mean you will be. Sometimes we feel nauseous when we overdo with sweets it is just to much that is a normal feeling when you overdo with any food.

If you are not overweight stop worrying so much. Goggle a good eating habits for your age group and don't worry if you don't stick exactly to it we all skip off to chocolate land sometimes :-)

If you are already throwing up your food on purpose you may already need help that is very dangerous to your body and you have to stop now not tomorrow not next week now. When you hide problems like that you are only destroying yourself and I am sure there are people around you that love you very much and will do anything to help you like you would help them if they needed you.

Make yourself take steps to rescue yourself you deserve and you deserve to be happy. Make the first step that is a start to happiness.

Answer 3

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