falling VERY HARD please help?

Question

i fell in love summer before 9th grade (im in 10th now) with a guy i knew all my life. he moved away and i was heartbroken. im falling HARD for this new guy and i haven't felt this strongly for ANYONE since my 1st love and im falling harder and harder everyday...like i would take a bullet for him but i dont think hed be that appreciative. hes that jerky guy that knows i like him but uses me..i hate it but i CANT cut him off or stop talking to him.. im SO confused and everyday i just fall harder and harder (not only cause of looks but i like his goofy fun personality and when hes serious he makes me laugh and cheers me up) BUT im super confused ...and i need help

THANKS
I. FLY (i freakin love you)

Answer 1

Ask yourself "What is my purpose in life?"

And realize that if you can't answer that, well you have no light to guide your life! So guess what? FUNDEMENTALLY, your going to be pretty confused with ALL choice you make, becuase your not doing it for any specific reason. You just doing it. Now if you CAN answer the question, drive your choices TOWARDS that, and be surprised! How it all begans to make more sense! But anything less then that, is confusion, so your technically doing it to yourself....