I feel so sad... I keep worrying about my father dying when I turn twenty because right now he is 55 and I'm 12.... I'm so scared... I'm also never allowed to see my big brother (who i just found out about) and he cant go to colledge cuz his step dad ditched him and his mom for a stupid prostitute...
My mom told me that she was pregnant with me before she met my dad... this is all so confuzing...
I'm so afraid....
I love my parents so much... I care about them most in this world....
So much stuff are going on... Thats just the beggining...
GEEZ...
I would seriously rather kill myself just to let my parents live more longer and better life...
I am so hurt... Before I came to my new school, I had no friends and I didnt learn how to read and stuff until I was in the 2nd grade... I was like , "Whats a add and substract?"
All really do now is listen to emo songs like Untitled by Simpleplan... I feel like my hearts fallin into peices...
I'm too sensitive..
2007-11-09 02:26:37 · 12 answers · asked by Anonymous in Family & Relationships ➔ Family
I also think my mum hates my dad.
She always talks about him seeing other women and how he use to have tons of girlfriends
2007-11-09 02:43:11 · update #1
dont kill yourself thats stupid. its all gonna pass and then you'll feel better. trust me.
2007-11-09 02:29:51 · answer #1 · answered by sadie 1 · 0⤊ 0⤋
You seem to project into the future - you haev no idea when your parents will die, so stop worrying about it so much. Enjoy the current times you have with them. Be glad that your parents are here for you NOW. I know so many kids your age and younger whose parents have ditched them or were killed or died in some other tragic way. So be thankful for what you have now.
So, you didn't learn to read until the 2nd grade. Do you read now? If you struggle, find someone like the school counselor to see if you can get sosme assistance in school.
Family issues are going to be in every family. Being the age you are, you should probably respect your parents decisions. It doesn't mean you have to like the choices they make for you. But perhaps you can try to talk to them on an adult level, with respect, and let them hear you out. It all depends on how you approach them.
If you have thoughts of suicide, you should seek out help immediately!
2007-11-09 02:33:03 · answer #2 · answered by ? 4 · 1⤊ 0⤋
Look I know that life sucks sometimes and it feels like it always has been, but believe me it gets much better. I probable have an even more messed up life then you do. I can defiantly relate. what your feeling is normal. If you can do to things for me.
First is talk to your dad or mom about his. expecialy the after Geez. YOu have to know that your parents will love you even more for you inperfections then they do for how perfect you are.
Don't worry about dad dying. be happy with every second you have with him. tell him how much you love him. he will probaly live to be very old.
Not everyone learns how to read and addition and subtraction at differant rates it does not matter when or how you learn it..
And last stop listening to that song. music can really effect or mood so do not feed that emotion. i used to do the same thin because it is just easier to listen and feel that way. but see if you can atleast go one week with out listening to it, and see how you fell.
hope this helps,
Jackie
2007-11-09 02:40:13 · answer #3 · answered by jackie b 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Darlin' Sweetheart. First thing I am going to tell you is to get off the "emo" ride. You don't need the downward trip! There are better things in life than that.
Secondly. in 8 years your dad is ONLY going to be 63. That is by NO means old! Nor is it by any way mean he is going to die! My dad is 85 years old! My mom is 80 years old!
There absolutely no reason your older half brother can't go to college! There are grants, scholarships, and student loans out there. And there are jobs! Lots of people put themselves through college.
Ok, so your mom was pregnant before she met your dad. Just means she made a mistake, but she kept you anyway. What makes a dad? The man who raised you, loved you took care of you.
Go to school, study hard, get an education. Reach out for friends. You'll make... and your parents will be there for you.
2007-11-09 02:35:37 · answer #4 · answered by ♥♥The Queen Has Spoken♥♥ 7 · 1⤊ 0⤋
I know you love your family so much that you fear losing them. But instead of being sad and negative, you should be thinking of ways how you could spend quality time with them while you still can.
It's also wrong when you said "I would seriously rather kill myself just to let my parents live more longer and better life... " Things wont get any better if you take your own life.
You are still young, and there's a lot of good things waiting ahead of you. Dream big, and do your best to get to them. Go to school and learn if you can. Pray to God and ask him for strength and guidance. You can make it through.
2007-11-09 02:53:30 · answer #5 · answered by aries08 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
I am sorry for your hard times, but your 12. It's worse as an adult, believe me. And when u are 20 your dad will only be 63. Thats not old! And as for the suicide threat, that just makes you look like a loser, because losers take the easy way out, and the way you said it proves you aren't even serious anyway.
2007-11-09 02:30:41 · answer #6 · answered by primalclaws1974 6 · 0⤊ 0⤋
They are dying at around the same time if you are alive or dead.. killing yourself doesn't change the fact that they will die. Everyone dies, you just have to think of it as part of life.
2007-11-09 02:43:18 · answer #7 · answered by Tara 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
you need take it easy your worry to much about everything you need to calm down and not do anything hasty you need take one day at a time . i have worried about to much before to but you need to go talk to someone that knows more about you life then people online
2007-11-09 02:37:37 · answer #8 · answered by holly s 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
I agree with mike y also if your parents get mad at you talk to the police
2007-11-09 02:39:06 · answer #9 · answered by 06700 2 · 0⤊ 1⤋
You should see a counselor at your school.
2007-11-09 02:30:55 · answer #10 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋