My Spiritual life is where I always wanted. I thought that when I got married I would be married til death do us apart and I married wrong. My brothers have had happy marriages with the women they married in their very early 20s & all of my cousins on my Father's side married well and have stayed married so far for 40 or more years. My Mothers side is different tho because there are several divorces there.
2007-11-09 00:18:06
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answered by Pamela V 7
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No, thank God. If I were, I would be miserable and trapped in a meaningless existence. The idea of the "life that I wanted" was based on the ego's misconceptions of what fulfillment and happiness were, constructed out of unquestioning acceptance of society's "conditioning." Family, media (primarily advertising--which painted lovely, empty pictures of what we must all strive for), culture, and religious dogmas had overtaken any ability to think for myself. Of course, as maturity set in, and with it many, many failures and disappointments, I began to see "the light." Now, I am moving closer and closer to experiencing the life I want to live. Every moment is precious, not because I am alive necessarily, but because I am becoming aware of the Life Force that lives "through me," and I am in absolute awe that I am Its agent. How brilliant is that? I was chosen to separate temporarily from the Absolute and come into form and play the play of creation. My part is not only to be available as a hollow instrument for Love or Life or Source or Light, etc. to manifest Itself, but to recognize that union between myself and Source and to all creation. Words, of course, are never able to convey the grandeur of relationship to that which is beyond expressing. So, in a nutshell...YES! I am NOW living the life that desires me. I am Sirius
2007-11-09 00:40:58
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answered by i am Sirius 6
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For the most part yes - everything worked out very well in my relationships, my family, my career - with basically my only regret was never having any children of my own.
Pretty tricky as a gay man - but I guess if I had found a surrogate, I could have managed it somehow.
For some reason, I always wanted to be a father - not a husband!
2007-11-09 00:13:14
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answered by Anonymous
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Namaste! is the wish by any Indian.Very interesting point is wish can be done anytime either morning or afternoon or evening or in night or when you meet first time or you meet in a rose garden To the question Yes I live the life I always desired because one should never be unsatisfied with his life what almighty has given.
2007-11-09 02:37:10
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answered by Jayanto M 3
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I do love my existence, yet I continuously theory my existence ought to entail me vacationing overseas and spending my days skydiving, or being a specialist athlete. I absolutely have travelled really lots contained in the previous, yet i'm no longer longer able to. My aims of being a specialist athlete were shattered through harm, and vacationing is out of the question for quite a few motives. i do not care a lot about the vacationing as a lot as I do my athletic occupation-- that changed into my dream. notwithstanding, I style of imagine that is a good element, because i have stepped forward an excellent more suitable pastime for the arts, besides as for regulation-- and definitely, i have stepped forward an appreciation for existence-- somewhat my own. in spite of each and everything I absolutely have persisted, and proceed to bear, I absolutely have a damn good existence, and that i do not plan to lose a second of it on self-pity. So really, that changed into the existence I -theory- that I desperately needed to stay. Now i recognize that i do not. My existence isn't perfect, notwithstanding it really is completely perfect for me. :) ?
2016-10-23 22:11:29
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answered by ? 4
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No when i was small and see young women i would look up at them and get a picture in my head of what i was going to be and it aint what i am now.... Somethings i've done i would have never in my life thought i would have done.. I don't dwell in it though. I try to just make it better and realize that life can get messy and things aren't what you expected but you move on with your head high making sure you don't make the same mistakes...
thanks for the hug needed one today...
2007-11-09 01:53:08
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answered by 2legit2quit 5
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No. I could never have wanted the life I have, because I could never have known that life could be like the one I am living now. No way. I was impossible. I never asked for it. I never wanted it. But I got it. When my relationship with God started to develop I resisted it. I didn't want it but now I have it.
In my life I have been hit by vehicles twice, walked in excruciating pain for seven years, was depressed for nine years, had a child stolen from me, friends have turned on me like rapiers, authorities have tapped my telephones, investigated my bank accounts, followed me around, threatened me, tempted me to commit crimes to prove their theories about me being some sort of psychopath, tried to put me in prison for things I didn't do, intimidated me in the most nefarious ways.... The on the spiritual side, Lucifer has kicked the crap out of me (Lucifer is trying to put himself together, gonna take some time), the list goes on and on... but I love my life, I wouldn't trade it for any other life, it's really beautiful. Praise God.
The Dunce
2007-11-09 01:32:59
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answered by Gone 5
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No, I'm not living the life I always wanted ... I'm living the one I didn't know I wanted until I got it, and realised it was a great deal better than anything I had thought I wanted when I was growing up.
2007-11-09 00:10:17
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answered by ABB 6
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Definately loving the life i am living....but do have hopes and inspirations for the future!
Blessings to you!
(((HUGS)))
)o( Trinity
2007-11-09 00:16:42
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answered by trinity 5
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No. I don't mean that in a bad way...I love what I do and who I have become....but - I had NO IDEA God would call me into His Service. It's been a wild ride and an adventure...but as a kid...I NEVER imagined being a Priest at all...and I had no idea what being 50 years old would even be like.
I am extremely happy, though. I can assure you of that!
2007-11-09 00:13:23
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answered by Anonymous
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