I'm a Christian women and I truly believe that Christ died for me?

Question

and I love passionately
I crave and I yearn; I love a good glass of wine
I love a sunrise and but even more the sunset.
I love being a mom and yet I'm a single mom and I bore my son out of wedlock by a man that is not to be trusted, evil and hates Christ. I love life and yet I despise it.
I have cursed my Lord out of anger and not understanding why?
I have longed to be married and to have for myself.
I have not understood and stood in sorrow.
I have lived a life by far beyond my years and I’ve been judged, I have judged
I have been lied to and about.
I have been critized and not one took the time to get to know me.
I have loved so much that I have cried in the night and sank to a place of humbleness and lowliness in the day time.
I have placed my trust and it turned out totally opposite of what I believed would be.
Yet I believe.
Yet I rely on.
Yet I count on my Lord.
Yet I serve.
Yet I dream.
Yet I long.
Yet I crave.
Do you know what I mean? Or am I alone?

Yes I'm a writer and I could tell you my name but it isn't my published name. LOL

And Im having a nice glass of wine! Baby life can be good and tonight well tonight I have more emotions running through than I ever thought could be.

Answer 1

Welcome to a full life well lived! Read your bio. Keep believing, you know you are not alone. Life never turns out as planned for God's reasons in creating the best person you can be.

Answer 2

You already said you're not alone.
"I'm a Christian women ..."
How many of you are there? Certainly if you are women, instead of "woman", there must be more than one.
By your own admission, you're not alone.

Psychiatry and therapy have been shown useful in resolving such conditions.

Edit:

I just read your bio.
141 IQ, 3 degrees. Can't write?

Please, Please learn to do so. It will serve you well if you intend to put your 3 degrees to work.
Woman, Women. There is a difference.
Punctuation should be consistent. If you use it in the middle of a sentence, it should appear at the end.
It's daytime.

I really don't care if you're a Christian or not. That doesn't matter to me. Good writing, especially from one who claims to be well-educated and possessing a number of degrees does. If you brag about your education and intelligence, please demonstrate it. There are too many people here who can't write.

Some are quite young. Some know English as a second language. Most though, simply don't know how. They have terrible models; they don't learn how to write well in schools. Good language skills help people communicate. Look at all of the best Christian works; Pilgrim's Progress, the works of C.S. Lewis and others. One thing that they have in common is that these works are well-written. A great message is one thing, but if it is poorly written, it will fall flat on its face.

A good ambassador communicates clearly the intentions of whom he or she represents. If you want to be an ambassador for Christ; if you have the intelligence and education you claim, then isn't it your responsibility to communicate well?

You have talent. You communicate emotion, want, desire, steadfastness; your thoughts. The problem is that one must get through the language, words and punctuation to find it. Language shouldn't be a thing to struggle through, but a thing that makes thoughts easy to communicate.

Perhaps I'm sounding hard on you right now. Having read your bio though, and if you are what you claim, then you recognize, as an academic, as a martial artist, that honesty and integrity are important.

I'm a writer by trade. Words are important. I've witnessed the decline in language skills over the years. I remember 40 years ago listening to a few people struggling through a passage in school. That was rare then, but it is all too common today. Part of the reason is that the level of writing has declined. Newspapers are for the most part written for an individual with a 6th grade education. Trust me; a 6th grade education today is not nearly what it was 50 or 100 years ago.

Please do your part. Please write, if you have the skills you claim, in a manner worthy of your educational and intellectual claims.

--Dee

Answer 3

The Jews are nevertheless God's chosen those with whom he cut back an eternal covenant. He promised them that he could furnish a manner of redemption, and he did. nevertheless, maximum have rejected Jesus as became prophesied. people who have self assurance in Christ are the newly chosen--a royal priesthood, set aside by utilising God. This became additionally prophesied--that redemption could be no longer merely for the Jews yet for all international locations. it is not any longer a contradiction to have self assurance in Christ and to have self assurance the Jews are God's chosen human beings. that does no longer mean that they are going to be saved without Christ. It potential that God will save the covenant he made with them. Your confusion is rather because of a loss of information. reward.

Answer 4

If you really love the Lord, please don't use his name in vain. He hates that and it hurts him. He cannot come near you when you do this.

Believing in the power of God means you have to believe with all your heart, with no absolutely doubt. Now if you believe he will help you, it takes away all sadness and it makes you strong because you have nothing to fear because you believe. It makes positive events come true. God is love and love is a very positive emotion which means you need to be positive as well to connect to him. The only thing you get from negativity is more negative events. Choose your thoughts wisely.

Answer 5

You are very blessed Sister!! Hang in there and know that the Lord loves you so so much and has never left you and never will!! God bless you!!

Answer 6

Welcome to the walk with Jesus, but just don't get carried away! Make sure you walk the Strait Gate, Narrow Way Gospel (see Matt 7:13-29 and also the Strait Gate,by John Bunyan).

Remember, King Saul was king, yet died without salvation
Judas Iscariot was an Apostle, yet died without salvation
Simon (Acts 8) believed and was baptised, and yet was not saved........
Thousands came to feed on the miracles of Jesus (John 6), only twelve left (John 6:66 - easy to remember 666) and one had the devil!

603550 Israelites men (above 20, excl Levites; Num 1&2) came out of Egypt with Moses, fed upon the miracles daily (eg manna, quail...) for FORTY YEARS and in the end ONLY TWO, Joshua and Caleb entered the Promised Land, which is a pattern of their eternal rest (Heb 3&4).

Miriam led the women folks singing and dancing in Exo15...................but Miriam died in unbelief and never entered the Promised Land!! Her carcase fell in the wilderness. Neither did Moses and Aaron crossed the Jordan to enter the Promised Land, but I believe these are PERHAPS the three exceptions of the thousands who came out. Moses was transfigures, Aaron was called the saint of the LORD in Ps 106. Perhaps, a picture of Miriam salvation was given by the fact that she is the only Jew(ess) in the OT cleansed of leprosy!

Yes, please keep on repenting and keep on believing peradventure God may save you.

You have come out of Egypt, crossed your Red Sea, sing the praises of God like Miriam in Exo 15; but how many years will you wander in Sinai, like the people of God of old? Unless you cross Jordan, you are not yet saved!! (Heb 3 & 4)

Nobody get saved straightaway generally. It took Abraham who exercised faith in Genesis 12 (see Hew 11:8-10) to Genesis 15:6, before Abraham was imputed righteous /saved (Romans 4). Try and find out how many years was it from Gen 12 to 15:6, and that was the faith of Abraham! How much more lesser mortals like us? How long was it before Jacob ben Isaac was saved????

But not to discourage you, welcome to the walk with Jesus, vast majority will fall as carcases. There was one who was saved straightaway, the thief on the cross with Jesus. All things are possible! HalleluYAH!! But balance with that, not many of us are hanging on the cross pleading directly to Jesus for the forgiveness of our sins!



Shalom,


Lamentations 3:1-26



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Answer 7

It sounds like you've made a lot of mistakes. Hone your conscience and common sense. That will get you a better life for you and your son. Prayer hasn't paid off, and it won't. You can't be a good example just wishing your life away. Good luck to you.

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Answer 8

do you actually WRITE poetry?

if not, you should, I mean I hate poetry, but a lot of people like it.

Just saying....

Yes, Christ died for you.
God KNOWS your desires.

Keep praying...it is in His timing not yours.

God bless you and I will pray for you.

P.S. COUNT your blessings. Whatever they are count them every day and be thankful for them.

Answer 9

Yes I have been there, and here we are standing. God Bless.

Answer 10

Good for you! Enough said!