I want to end my life?

Question

My main problem is that I'm ugly, no one in this world loves me. Everyone is mean to me including my own family), people treat me differently and avoid looking at me, I really don't feel anything toward life...no joy, no dreams just sadness.
No matter what I do it doesn't matter, I always feel less than everybody else.

I really want to kill myself but I just can't,I'm to scared to do it.what should I do?:(

Answer 1

The National Hotlines are in the link below that you can call.
No one on the board can advise you professionally in this manner.
Please call to talk at least. They know what you’re going through.

http://suicidehotlines.com/national.html...

1-800-SUICIDE
1-800-784-2433
OR:
Call 1-800-273-TALK / 1-800-273-8255

Chat and Forum sources for depression:

http://www.depressionchat.com/

http://www.mixednuts.net/home.html...

http://www.journeytowardsfreedom.com/...

http://www.depressionforums.org/forums/i...

http://www.phobics-awareness.org/ptsd.htm


Hope these are helpful

Answer 2

Hi Chad. I am so sorry to hear you feel this way. I'm not gonna patronise you by saying crap like "ugly people get laid too!" Because I get the feeling your depression is NOTHING to do with getting laid. I feel the exact same way as you do. I went to my doctors and she told me I could be suffering from something called "Body Dysmorphic Disorder".
If you feel obsessed with the way you look, to the point where it takes over your life and is the main thing that you think about, if you avoid looking in mirrors when you're out in public and feel like people are always staring at you and judging you on your appearance, then maybe you suffer from BDD too.
I expect that other people probably don't see you the way that you see yourself. Maybe your family are mean to you becasue you are always miserable, and it has nothing to do with your appearance.
Please have a look at the following links, and talk to your doctor. There are many therapies that can help you see yourself in a more positive light.
Please, do NOT kill yourself. I have tried to a few times, and my family were so upset that I realized how much it would hurt everyone to do so. Suicide is a very selfish thing.
good luck chad, I'm sure you are not ugly at all.
http://www.ncpamd.com/body_dysmorphic_disorder.htm
http://www.mayoclinic.com/health/body-dysmorphic-disorder/DS00559
http://www.ocdaction.org.uk/ocdaction/index.asp?id=37

Good luck Chad. And email me if you would like to talk.

Answer 3

First of all, I am glad you are too scared to kill yourself. Second, go see a therapist. If you are too young to go on your own, see your school counselor where it will be confidential and he/she can refer you to a therapist. You may have depression. They make pills for that. Oh, and ugly people get laid. So don't get so hung up on looks. Also, do something wicked cool with your life. Go to college and become a plastic surgeon or something. Then you can have all the plastic surgery you want and maybe gain some confidence in yourself. Hopefully the pills will work just fine.

Answer 4

I'm so sorry aboot that:( You see, I feel similar, though not as intensely, and I'm not good-looking myself (I hate being fat). I've been there before, wanted to do that to myself, but I'd hold on, for the sake of proving that you're worth something. There are people that care for you, at the very least, online (I mean, with everyone answering and people trying to cheer you up, that shows that they care).

Answer 5

Don't kill yourself. You need to talk to someone, see a psychiatrist. Life is definitely worth living,as all people won't be that way towards you.I've been there,a lot of people have. i know that it's an empty feeling and you seem worthless. Don't give up hope,there's always better days you jsut have to believe that yourself.

Answer 6

Oh, Chad. Please. I know exactly what you're going through. I've had several times where I wanted to kill myself. I had an obsessive behavior of self-mutilation.
The first step is to talk to someone. Please feel free to email me. Go talk to a friend. I'm sure you have at least one person who loves and cares about you.
Go to a counselor. Go to a mental facility. Call a hotline. Something! You need help!
I'm very glad to hear you are scared. I was scared too. I've actually tried to kill myself. I got help and it makes you feel like you actually have someone who cares.
Get help and please again, feel free to email me.

Answer 7

look at it this way ,,, you don't have to wish you were more humble ,, some people need too , we don't like those people you don't think your better then every body , some people do , we don't like those people eather , in fact we admire the ugly for living with OUR fate if we would have been cursed like that I don't think we could have handled it , we will wish we could but you know what it's like , And you know And I know we would never be able to tough it out , were just too spoiled, people don't think what you think they think , we admire youre strength , we only wish we were good as you INSIDE , Only wish !! Hang in there !!!!! !!! !! !!!!! never give up ever !

Answer 8

If you go to church, please go talk to your church pastor right now or go to a hospital immediately to talk to someone. If you don't go to church, go to the closest one and the pastor or priest there will be able to help you through this. Your talk with them will be confidential if you so desire. You need someone to help you today. Beauty is only skin deep and fleeting. Looking for help is the step in the right direction. God bless

Answer 9

hang on in their chad, i feel exactly the same way, i know what this is like, i really hope you get the best help, because im going through it to

Answer 10

Aww. I'm sorry you feel like that. if you ever want to talk [e-mail], [e-mail], [e-mail].