I am on medication. have been for years (lost count) when i put on my mask i can fake it in public. at my recent job i did well wile there. at homme i crash. i sleep 14 hours out of a day. i think of things to do. i push myself to do things. but i get so tired i pass out, my eyes burn and i feel physically ill. is this realy depression or something more. Dr's and more Dr's. try this do that. non of it makes it feel any better. how to explain emptyness. it is so familular now i dont know what else to feel. what is happiness. what is awake. I wont kill myself but if i dont wake up it would be fine with me. as a child new i would die by 30 and when the time came i was sleeping, heart rate dropped and i saw the other side. but the drs put in a pace maker and a plug in the whole i had sence birth. now i am just empty. what is the meaning of making me live in this world. i am worthless. i am crazy. why make me waste this space.
anyone understand?
anyone there?
anyone?
2007-11-02 05:32:50 · 9 answers · asked by yellowcloudwoman 2 in Health ➔ Mental Health
I know exactly how you feel. I have no desire to do anything. The depression and exhaustion have taken over my heart, my soul, my mind! I have wonderful ideas but no energy to complete the task at hand. I too feel like I am wasting space, but am not ready to go on to the other side. I want the old "me" back again. I want to go back to being the girl with no worries and the one who loved to craft and be "funny". Now it takes all my energy just to get up and face the day. I wish I could tell you what to do to feel better, but I am in the same boat. At least you now know that you are not adrift in the sea alone.
2007-11-02 05:45:15 · answer #1 · answered by Debi 4 · 3⤊ 3⤋
I'm sorry to read about how down you are. We are here, though not where you are to be able to invite you over to talk or something. It does sound like depression. The empty feeling you talk about and the exhaustion and just wanting to sleep all sound like depression. I know what it is like to put on a face while being depressed. Do you have family close-by? It sounds like you shouldn't be alone for a while. Think about having someone stay with you or go to them for a little while. It really helps to be with someone when you are feeling like this, to feel less alone in the world.
Maybe a new medication is needed, or possibly some therapy.
2007-11-02 05:42:52 · answer #2 · answered by Anonymous · 1⤊ 3⤋
HOMEOPATHIC REMEDIES FOR DEPRESSION & GRIEF(Bereavement) without any side effects or complications and totally non addictive :-
Severe shock due to sudden death of loved ones; restlessness, anxiety and fear Aconite 200X. 10 min (3 Doses)
Prolonged mournings; cannot overcome the loss of loved ones and/or Mood Swings. Ignatia 1M or 10M, 6 hourly (3 Doses)
When the grief is in the conscious mind; patient weeps; does not like sympathy Natrum Mur.200X or 1M, 6 hourly (3 Doses)
For chronic grief and indignation Staphysagria 200X or 1M, weekly (3 Doses)
Depression with suicidal thoughts feeling of worthlessness, Aurum Met 30X, three times a day half hour before meals.
Take the remedy which is similar to your symptoms. No side effects or complications if taken as directed, please do not exceed the given dosage and under any circumstances do not try to mix any remedies and avoid Chocolates, Mints, Coffee, Red Meat, Alcoholic and Carbonated drinks, Spicy Rich Food while taking any Homeopathic remedies, and keep the medicines away from direct sunlight, heat strong smells and perfumes and do not store them in the fridge.
Curing without any side effects or Complications Thats the Beauty of Homeopathic Medicine (Cures Par Excellence)
Take Care and God Bless you.
2007-11-02 05:36:47 · answer #3 · answered by Soul Doctor 7 · 3⤊ 2⤋
wow, i am really sorry to hear how badly you're doing. my sis was hospitalized 2x for depression and really struggles now a 3 years later. The good news is she is getting better and able to do more. Maybe you just haven't found the right doctor yet. Are you in therapy? That is very important too. I have found that psychotherapy is pretty useless, but behavioral therapy is better because it gives you concrete steps to take to move yourself along. One of the basics is don't allow yourself to sleep so much. set your clock and just force yourself to get up. it will be pretty impossible at first, but it will get easier and easier until you don't even need the clock anymore. it could be the meds that are making you so tired. maybe taking them at a different time of day will help or just switching altogether.
I know from experience that the more you sleep, the more you want to sleep. Good luck.
2007-11-02 05:42:15 · answer #4 · answered by M L 3 · 0⤊ 3⤋
It'll take some more time to find the right medication. You may get relief sooner if you get electic shock therapy. I was fortunate enough to have the kind of depression that burns itself out, but it doesn't seem like you are that way.
2007-11-02 06:47:50 · answer #5 · answered by Susas 6 · 0⤊ 4⤋
Sounds like your working in HP.:)
Its time for your body to get some rest. Take a few days off and change your routine.
You should have some one special to talk to as you have lost your sense of purpose in life and nothing to look forward too.
Maybe that someone special could help bring you back to life and give you a new sense of purpose in life, something to look forward to.
You have to help yourself as nobody can help if you don’t want to.
I know you can do it as I have done it.
Don’t forget to SMILE as you do not know what it would bring you and it cost nothing.
2007-11-02 05:59:51 · answer #6 · answered by K 3 · 0⤊ 4⤋
I hate it also. I am sorry, I am in so much pain too, but I can't kill myself. I'm stuck here.
2007-11-02 05:43:05 · answer #7 · answered by sweetdreams99279 4 · 1⤊ 3⤋
Please get connected with God and you will be whole and happy. Just come to Jesus with sincere repentance and go to church to learn Bible to live His great way of life.
God loves you, and you are precious to Him. Son of God died on the Cross to save us from condemnation, and qualifying us to Heaven. Just come to Jesus with genuine repentance and faith, and you will find peace, hope and meaning for your life. Heaven is wonderful beyond descriptions and forever without end. Never miss Heaven for anything of this troubled world. Life on earth is short and uncertain. Get right with God before it is too late. Best wishes for happiness and Heaven! (www.spiritlessons.com)
2007-11-02 06:30:41 · answer #8 · answered by tmthyh 4 · 0⤊ 6⤋
I hear ya...But I feel the same way.
2007-11-02 05:58:51 · answer #9 · answered by Mr. BIG 5 · 1⤊ 4⤋