i diagnosed myself and i am definate positive that i have obsessive compulsive disorder?

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first of all, too many stuff i do
you'll get bored, but please read all through
i used to wash my hands a lot and check the heater and lights before bed, but now i don't have these
it seems like i have a chain that im going through
if a get rid of something something new or something i thought about comes back
so basically i have to have something in my mind, which bothers me
there's 2 minds inside me that oppose each other
one tries to embarrass and make bad situation or thought(ocd) and the other one doesn't want that to happen(me)
i can't exaggerate because it's not true
everything has to be exact and no lying
i can't hide anything, which makes me distressed because i don't want to tell
so i can never lie and feel ok
i also think about the good things that i have done repeatedly
if i don't think about it and resolve these in my mind, i can't do anything
this affects my acts in everything and i feel that i have to be able to do everything and the results should be good

if i don’t do things good, i feel that it was because of this
so pressures on for me everytime
i scrutinize boxes before i threw them away even though there’s nothing in it and nothing to look at
i totally know that i have ocd, i am very certain
if somethings on the floor before throwing it away i have to look at it and see if it’s ok to throw it away even though it’s most likely to be garbage
because of not telling something to my grandma who i have lived with for a long time and thinking that im got stupid by getting hit by a soccer ball on head and hitting my head somewhere, i couldn’t concentrate in my math lab and i went to the washroom and fainted
then i have this thing again where i have to tell that i fainted now and eventually when i tell, i would have to tell everything that i didn’t want to tell
i am now compelled to tell that i have been having this problem, but i don’t really want to tell

im trying to tell this not because of my problem that i have and how to solve it, but i am just pure compulsive to tell this and nothing else wanted
i have a close doctor that i have, and i feel bad now because im not telling it to him, not because of my problem, but just to tell
i feel better these days and very confident most of the times
i don’t need to have any counselling if someone tells me that im abnormal and it’s ok to not tell this kind of stuff
when i asked on yahoo about my head hitting on the floor when i fainted, someone told me to tell this and fix this problem, i was ok until i saw this answer, but after seeing it, i kinda freaked out again because i don’t want to tell and now i feel that im not telling so that’s a bad thing, so i won’t be able do things as i want it to be from now on
i did unintentional blasphemy because i make myself feel bad

i did it numerous times and once i said it out loud or mumbled and i felt really bad about that, i think i only sweared, but i don't know if i only sweared or not, it was a few years ago
im christian and have nothing against it
i haven't done any wrong?
ill just continue with my exciting life

again about having compelled feeling to tell the doctor, this ocd insinuates its way to make a suitable situation to make me tell something that i don't want to
telling the doctor is not abnormal, so this is bothering me

please don't tell me that i have to see a professional, im going to be 18 this month
i feel much better now, so if i could just live

is this a mental problem?

Answer 1

I think you need to talk to someone professionally trained to deal with what you are going through. This disorder doesn't cause fainting. It could just be stress.

Answer 2

Okay, you're not asking, but I really think you need to tell your doctor.