im an alcholic for 11 years, went t rehab, soba 18 months, relapsed bout 12 weeks ago, come across this, Who has trouble? Who has pain? Who fights? Who complains? Who has unnecessary bruises? Who has bloodshot eyes? it is people who drink to much wine, who try out different kinds of strong drinks. Dont stare at the wine when it is red, when it sparkles in the cup, when it goes down smoothly. Later it bites like a snake with poison fangs. Your eyes will see strange sights, and your mind will be confused. You will feel dizzy as if youre in a storm on the ocean, as if youre on top of a ships sails. You will think, they hit me, but im not hurt. They beat me up,but i dont remember it. I wish i could wake up. Then i would get another drink. ring a bell t anyone, im sitting here wid a glass a cider 8 o clock in morning, thinking y y y.
2007-10-31 21:02:30 · 14 answers · asked by Anonymous in Food & Drink ➔ Beer, Wine & Spirits
Thanks for everyones comments, but the comments about it being to much like rap im not into rap, but i appreciate your thoughts. i also hope that somthing thats been read here will help somone get soba, and give them strength to battle there addiction. alchol is a silent killer, most alcholics dont no they are one till theyve gon to far, then its a long battle, that most wont fight, it not only destroys your life, but it destroys the people around you aswell, believe me i no, the first step is admitting, the second is seeking help, this usually happens quite a while after step one, step getting soba, and step four the hardest part staying soba.
2007-11-01 03:54:42 · update #1
That is a really poignant message, and it does make sense. I really wish you all the best and hope you can get sober again. I hope youngsters who think getting drunk is a cool thing to do read your post. Alcoholism is a very lonely illness xxxxx
2007-10-31 21:08:46 · answer #1 · answered by Ginny Jin 7 · 2⤊ 1⤋
First off, well done for 18 months sober. Poem is brilliant, you should think about doing more writing, maybe a journal about fighting alcoholism?
Second, you have that glass of cider because right now you need it. Think of yourself as sober and have had a blip. As soon as you are ready go sober again. You've been strong enough once, it will be easier next time. Good luck.
2007-10-31 21:15:46 · answer #2 · answered by Sharon B 3 · 1⤊ 0⤋
you have been brave enough to share ur problem with us! that's the 1st step to reality!coz u actually admitted that you know you're doing wrong!!!
try drinking more white liquids...like water!!! its cheap & healthy!!!! & u can take up more on ur writing & can be able to help others in this sad situation!
am sure many alcoholics would love to come out the habit but unfortunately cant do so!!! make urself heard & thus be useful to help others in the same boat as u!!!
i heartily wish u all the best of luck!!!
2007-11-01 00:15:24 · answer #3 · answered by mavircal 4 · 1⤊ 0⤋
I've been sober for almost 9 years now, and yes parts of it do make sense. Yet, other parts need less gangsta-rap-crap and a little more spell check. Get it homey? Dis Ole man of 54- don't jive with the rap-crap pack. Get on with your recovery and off the pity potty!!
2007-10-31 21:11:30 · answer #4 · answered by epat87 3 · 1⤊ 2⤋
And ive got a beer
but its 9:11 am here
2007-10-31 21:08:51 · answer #5 · answered by Anonymous · 2⤊ 0⤋
excellent writing personally could not be an alcoholic because of hangovers set yourself a target in life that you have to be sober for maybe looking after animals that need you good luck
2007-11-01 00:22:51 · answer #6 · answered by Anonymous · 1⤊ 0⤋
yeah, makes perfect sense, any still drinking alcoholic will do anything, but get to the solution. rap this " AA meeting-sponsor- 12 step work." good luck, friend !
2007-10-31 21:18:31 · answer #7 · answered by Anonymous · 2⤊ 0⤋
lol no .. i control my drinking ... i keep at least a 2 week gap between my drunkness
plus ... i only ever want to drink when thers nothing else to do
but i get that little poem of urs lol
2007-10-31 21:08:06 · answer #8 · answered by Anonymous · 1⤊ 0⤋
I don't really know if any of this is serious or not, but all I can tell you if it is. Start writing to take up your time instead of drinking. This is absolutely brilliant writing. Do More of it.
2007-10-31 21:31:48 · answer #9 · answered by Peanut 3 · 1⤊ 1⤋
yes it does make since finish your drunk you haven't hit your bottom yet or you got to confident remember alcohol is cunning baffling power-full dont kid your self we are alcoholic for life one day at a time and you can make it
2007-11-01 03:35:01 · answer #10 · answered by irish_matt 7 · 1⤊ 0⤋