Help i want to die?

Question

Ive just cut my wrist i hate life ive got deppression and ocd nothing goes right iam better off dead everyone can be happy then. Whys life have to be awful? Iam hurting inside i want to cry i feel alone. Dont say go to the doctors they dont care and theres no point talking about how i feel my counseller doesnt listen has iam writing this iam crying please help.

Iam taking citrapram 20gms

Vwgirl18 iam not a troll i dont give thums down

Iam going to talk to my mum

Answer 1

stop cutting yourself RIGHT NOW, thing's will almost certainly get better, i promise. email me if you want to talk. please, think about all the people who'd miss you if you killed yourself. think of all the people YOU'D miss, too. dont do it man

Answer 2

I too have been in hell. For years and years I wanted to end it all. However, there really is a light at the end of the tunnel, that I can promise you. First you have to stop feeling down and suicidal. Tablets from the Doc's are okay for mild despression but can take years for the bad stuff. I was put on all manner of tablet, none of which really worked, so I tried Aromatherapy. You may well laugh, but it certainly helped me. See an Aromatherapist and get a blend, or email me if you want, I'll post you one over. You just start feeling better with aromatherapy, and the bad thoughts just go. Honestly. So, email me, or see an aromatherpist and get back in touch when you're feeling better. We'll take it from there. You have my word.

Answer 3

If you love your mom forever then don't leave her. Do you want her to commit suicide when she sees that you've done so too? What if she ends up in Hell? And who is showing her the way to Heaven?

Without God's love, you will always crave more and more and never be content.

Without a friend that gives you an honest answer when you want one, who gives you one out of love, you will always feel some misery. And if you only have friends that flatter you, you may be depressed knowing that they are doing so because they want to take advantage of you in some way rather than truly loving you, or loving you with a pure love, love which isn't self-seeking.

Also, you may have a poor diet which is causing a chemical imbalance or making you depressed due to its blandness, have past trauma that is still bothering you because you don't know how to deal with it or because it was very painful, are encountering unpleasant smells often (like perhaps from a new rug which smells bad), have bland surroundings (you may want to decorate your walls with posters), have unpleasant parents, don't have friends or ones that give you bad to no advice when you ask for the help or when it's obvious you need it, you may have a boring getting-no-where life, or you may feel as if you're not getting your way in general (which frustrates everyone who feels that way).

I had problems with depression and suicide due to my parents neglecting my education, including knowledge about right from wrong, and not having much interesting or helpful to do. I also got bullied at school for how I was dressed and appeared before I was 14 and of course, instead of the bullies being punished I was the one who got stuck in a miserable substitute for a "normal" public high school and had next to no friends while there (and still have about none). Soon after attending that school I was bullied by the police off an on a few times. Other miserable things happened including being repeatedly kicked out and being mistreated at nearly all the jobs I had by coworkers or bosses who harassed me out of them. But, God saved me and helped me beat my depression and allowed and helped me to accomplish some great things that I can take comfort in having accomplished no matter how miserable. I'm still depressed sometimes, but it's not as bad now since he's opened my eyes.

Check out the link in my profile if you are interested in spiritual help, which I found has been a lasting and permanent solution heading towards perfect peace. I hope you show the link to others.

By the way, if you are suicidal, why do you not allow anyone to email you through your profile?

Answer 4

Believe or not people do care.I don't even know you and I am now feeling concern for you.
Please don't do any thing rash.
Just for a minute think about your loved ones,because if you do any thing rash,it will be one of them that find your body and then they will spend the rest of their lives feeling depressed,which I know that's not what you want for one of your loved ones.My brother found my Dad after he took his own life and my brother hasn't been the same since.Before he found my Dad he was a happy go lucky guy,now he suffers from depression, doesn't talk to any one,and has closed himself of to the world and he himself has tried to take his own life a few times.I know with all my heart that if my Dad had truly thought about his loved ones and what his actions would do to his loved ones,he would have gotten the help that he truly deserved and wouldn't have put his loved ones through pain especially the pain my brother is in now.
I hope that the talk you have with your Mam gives you the strength and courage to get some help that you truly need and deserve.If you every feel like you need to talk to some one,you can always email me.Take care of yourself.

Answer 5

Please don't!I mean it I mean I can only understand the pain you must being going through in life but try and think positive there is so much ahead of you for the future,please speak to your mum about you are feeling as I believe you and her have a close nit relationship and considering you have been through a lot Iam sure she cares for you and wants to help you through bad times and will support you in any way she can,this is such a terrible ordeal for you to go through,and I can honestly say I wish you best but pleases discuss your feelings with your mother!,I look forward to answering your questions and isn't it a coincidence that we both happen to but the same magazines!

Answer 6

I didnt know that you were so unhappy, I knew that you were but I didnt know that you were so unhappy this much that you would go as far as to want to take your life and not even think about the rest of us who love you. I am in a tuff spot as well right now and I to have a past that haunts my every waking moment but then I come back to reality and relize that it could be worse, I could still be in that situation, so then that helps me relize that things are not so bad. I know that you think that a doctor or a counselor wont help but it is not them who dont want to help you, it is you who doesnt want to help yourself, you are not opening up to them, and that is why they cant help you. I do have to say that there are some bad counelors out there and some bad doctors but that is why you need to keep searching, you will find one that will understand and be able to help. I think that cutting yourself is not a good thing to do, and by doing it you only hurt yourself and the ones that love you. You are not getting revenge on the ones that have hurt you in your past, you are just simply hurting yourself. I am not sure if that is your goal but there are other things to do when you feel like cutting yourself. Like stepping on a bag of chips, no one likes broken chips, so that is something you can take your sadness and anger out on. Whenever you feel like cutting yourself maybe you should go talk to your mom or email me and tell me these things or someone else that you email and then we can talk to you. I will agree with you on one thing, life is awful, that is just the way it is but there are also many great things about life, like family, animals, soaps:) You just have to let them in.

Answer 7

You know what - I'm a lot older than you - and one of the most important things I've ever been told in my life is "and this too will pass." one day you'll feel ok again, I promise. I had bad times in my life just like you, but I can hardly remember it now. There is life ahead of you and the exciting thing is you don't know what it holds for you.
Go and put your arms around someone you love. You'll be ok. Don't be alone. Think of your mum. She wouldn't want you to feel like this.
Be strong - if you can get through this you can get through anything - oh yes another phrase "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger." It's so true. Be a survivor. XXXX

Answer 8

hi chuck, don't know what you have been through in your life nut you really need to talk to someone, probably this place is no good some people can be rude and right now you don't need that. you need to try and separate all this issues you have in your life write them down if that helps and talk to the person who you trust the most. you need counselling to help you back on the right track and some friends. please don't hurt yourself again it only leaves a scar and when you are feeling better it will always be a reminder i know because i have been there too. i wish you the best of luck.

Answer 9

Don't even think about it, if you start thinking you carried away, if the thought comes up PUSH IT DOWN. You're strong enough to do that, everyone is. You just gotta try, trust me, I thought that the world was going to end even today, but it didn't and I didn't kill myself either, just like you're not going to. And physical pain DOESN'T take the pain away, it's always there until you banish it, you have the power to banish it so DO, I mean think about it you cut your wrists to take away pain but you just get more, and then the emotional stuff comes on EVEN STRONGER!!!!!! Stop thinking, and get out and DO something, even if it's emailing your friends and stuff, if you're afraid of the world out side the door-afraid they'll think you're a freak, afraid that they'll laugh-DON'T BE!!!!!!!
WHY??????? Why have fear???? What good does it do???NOTHING!!!!!!!!! Girl, you are BEAUTIFUL, you are LOVED, you are YOU!!!!!!!!! And you is strong and nice, you is loving!!!! You never were a 'depression girl' you were always YOU you just don't realize it yet but you have always been you, always.LOve erIN.

Answer 10

STOP!!
Calm down...take a deep breath!
Life can be very tough at times and its times like this you do want to curl up and die but its not the answer!!
You need to work through this...and you can work through it!
Do you know whats the cause of it?...
If you do thats great youll have a stepping stone as to where to go to make things better...if not then have a long think about what it is and what you can do about it...if you dont want to see a dr then you're going to have a long fight on your hands which is fine but you're going to have to work at it!!...
Its going to take time and strength.
I would suggst talking to someone but you say thats not what you want so i suggest you find something that can distract yuo...something you enjoy and focus on that rather than the bad things!
You certainly arent better off dead and people do care!
Feel free to email me if you would like to talk!...
Take care and stay strong!
Things will get better!
Xox...

Answer 11

You are asking for help my friend, so no you don't want to die.

Better said as a statement is just as the same better said to yourself, and what might prove to you a better statement is really a question.

What can I do to better ANYTHING?

I say, **** the **** about thinking or being depressed with thoughts and feelings because that provides a sense of Blah and in turn you want nothing betyter.

So **** that **** then.

Kick back, and make something, that something being anything, better. Add to something, help something along, etc.

For instance, why not just do the if you cant beat them join them?

The guy that borrowed something and hasnt returned it, ever. Well, why not offer to provide him with accesories for it.

Do some out of the box, out opf the ordonary **** that you want to do.

And do so because you have a interest in it. Right.