i am so depressed...?

Question

The pain inside me, is painfull. I can’t take it anymore. I want to have someone to pour my words too. It is too painfull, the cut is so deep. I really want to end my life right now. Nobody loves me, nobody listen to my heart beats, nobody gets under my skin. I fell billions of tears, but , i am still visible. I want to fly to another place, start a new like, and see a the me. I don’t know, who am i , where am i lying. Where is my LOVE? Where is my HOPE? Where is my reason to LIVE? i am a hopless ugly girl, who wants me? Nobody~! I am stuck inside this feeling, nobody sees me.

Answer 1

Having dealt with depression my whole life, I say this- see your doctor. Really. Everyone feels this way sometimes, and sometimes it's a very serious problem. If you've been feeling like this for a while, get help. Trying to do something about it is the only way you're going to feel better.

Live life for yourself. Keep a diary. Go out and do things. Join a club or a group. Do things *you* like to do, and let the chips fall where they may.

Answer 2

there is no such thing as an ugly girl. Some may consider a person or place ugly but that is their perception and may not be the perception of someone else. Someone may say, for example, Sinnaid O'Connor was ugly because of her shaved heard but I thought it made her look sexier.
the word you write here are beautiful because they express what thousands of other girls feel but can not put into words and you have done that for them.
I don't know why you feel this way now, perhaps you were rejected by a boy friend or don't have one, but everything comes at the proper time. You need to do things to make yourself feel better about being who you are and in time you will have the love when someone sees not the outside but what you have inside, who you are. Skin deep beauty is often turned inside out and the beauty is inside. You will have love when someone sees that inner beauty and they will love you for that and not how you appear outside to others.
You can get a good physical examination to see if that is a reason for the depression but other wise start a diary and pour your feelings out there, write poetry perhaps, and you will one day be as happy as you are sad and depressed now.
I wish you happiness and love!!