have you ever had the feeling that at some point in your life there were people unknown to you, putting their?

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fingers in your affairs...meddling, interfering with your life...but you had no evidence, just a strong feeling.....and the thought made you angry?

because no one has the right to involve them selves with your life.
you felt as though these people somehow prevented what you want from happening.....but when you look around theres smiles all round....like nothings happening....its all in your mind...
can you tell me how you can handle these feelings?
because theres no one to confront about it...no concrete evidence..

im asking this because im a ptsd, bpd sufferer, im 30, i live alone, in a one bedroom apartment...on welfare.....never made any friends in life.....never had a relationship....never been employed....ive done nothing but suffer all my life......and nothings ever gone my way.

Answer 1

I can't say I have ever had that feeling. I think its better to be angry rather than depressed. Go kill the people responsible for your misfortunes.

Answer 2

Have you ever thought of doing volunteer work. If there is a VA hospital near you they might looking for volunteers, or any other hospital. Or consider volunteering for one of these meal programs. You would get a free meal yourself for helping others.