To make a long story short, I've suffered from depression and mental illness problems since i was about 14. IT affects every aspect of my life, including, work, frineds, personal relationships. I Finally went for help a year ago because i could no longer handle the situation on my own and was feeling, once again, that i wanted to die.
I have attempted suicide two times in my life, both times i was saved by my fiance, he found me unconscious and took me to the hospital.
I have been diagnosed with:
severe depression,
panic disorder,
GAD,
Agoraphobia,
and
Bi-polar.
( i dont know how all this is wrong with me, but thats what the psychiatrist says).
My family history is that on my fathers side there is a strong presense of mental illnesss, more specifically bi-polar. MY grandfather, father, and old brother were all diagnosed with being bi-polar, and my father and grandfather both committ suicide due to not getting help. My older brother is currently on Lithium.
2007-10-24
05:29:05
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but my brother wants to try the medication they put me on, trileptal, because he says that lithium messes with his head.
My father committ suicide in december of 2005, and he was attempting to get help, but was not successful. I'm am deathly afraid of getting to that point if I am not helped, and currently i feel like i'm not getting the best help i could be from my cousnler (something i am working on) she said that She can't really help me until i'm on medication. I think that is bull, but, I've given in and am trying it her way.
I've applied for SSdisability two months ago and today i got a letter asking me to have one of their doctors examine me, I dont want to go b/c i dont want to share everything all over again with som eone knew face to face. I hate looking at people and telling them about my life and the **** i've gone through.
Does anyone know why they can't take your own doctors information, and i've read that you usually get deneid the first time anyways? this true?
2007-10-24
05:32:42 ·
update #1