What the heck is wrong with me?

Question

i got a 100 on my sci test, 94 before tht, and 100 before tht. yet i feel like im still not doing well. y? its so wierd...i mean those r nice grades but y do i feel like i have to do better? am i messed up or something? last yr in 8th grd i almost failed and this yr im getting beautiful grades. but then y do i feel like i must do better?


p.s.- i kno this is the wrong section, but i want answers from R&S regulars.
thnx =]

y do i feel empty? the last time i prayed, i asked Allah to make me smart. lol..i said "Allah, plz make me smarter, make me interested in my studies, make my parents proud of me."

and i got tht, but im still not happy.

im pakistani

wat? noo i dont have self esteem problems! i just feel very empty, dispite the fact tht my wish was granted. it doesnt have to do w/ my self esteem.

Answer 1

again we meet today
but it is sweet
i know that you are in an age that little emotions had some big effects
to be very sensitive to words or looks or feelings is the character of your age
some pass through with out noticing that,some are more delicate and more sensitive,with more intellectuality,so they stop at evry single feeling they pass through
first of all there is nothing wrong to do home work using any method or source of information
many exams now are done at home,or open exams,so nothing wrong with doing it that way,even more pple who are resource full now adays are more wanted for jobs
so there is nothing to worry about,one thing i would advice ,try to talk more to your family members because they are those whom ment to back you

Answer 2

I can understand how you feel and sympathize.
In school I was the same way. Often I got 100 or A+
But still it didn't satisfy me.
And when I got lower I felt like crying at times.
They call us Over Achievers, and say to relax....
But somehow I felt compelled to reach for the highest.
I looked forward to the tests.
I missed school when it was over, and wanted to go on.
(I'm from a very conservative family, and Mom and Dad weren't too excited to have me do it, which was disappointing, though they did later agree for some further ed)
It's not weird to feel that way. It's how you're made.
The empty part is a different matter.
That's how this question fits in the religious section.
Each of us is made with that heart void that God alone can fill.
That's why you found yourself crying out to Allah for answers.
You haven't found a close relationship with him yet that really satisfies you.
Some may not like what I say next - but I found I understood him better and came to know him personally as a close friend by reading the Injeel and believing those things He speaks to us there. Have you ever tried it?
Peace, friend.
The more of your questions I read and the more of your answers I see, the more I realize how much alike in personality we are.
My thoughts and prayers are with you today.

Answer 3

Please don't be offended this is the only answer I can give you
Your god Allah is a harsh god who demands absolute perfection. However, no one is perfect. No one can keep the commands of God all the time and when the do they just feel empty.
Because there is a deeper relationship with God that we all long for.
The Christian message says that "For God so loved the world,"
He loves us and whether we admit or not we are lost without him. He knows that we cannot be perfect. We can't keep the law, the ten commandments, or the five pillars. We need God's grace and Mercy.
Christianity is about God saving us, not us saving ourselves. Trying to make ourselves like God, but God reaching down and transforming us though his Son Jesus Christ.
If you reach out to Him. He will give you that peace, that fulfills all you longings. Until then you'll always be searching, always be empty, and always be restless. I guarantee it.

Answer 4

There is a Simple Logical rule

You Study you get good grades
You Dont Study you Get bad grades or you may even fail

So study well if you want those 100s keep coming

Answer 5

I guess good grades fufill one aspect of your life: The school part. But there is so much more to life as well. Maybe you dont feel fulfillment in other areas like with family or friends...or yourself. Dont worry, I went through that all throughout high school too. I think thats life, the ups and downs and all...

Answer 6

Salam sis,
it is alright everyone haves problems maybe ur trying to hard if u kinda fell stressed out or thinking u are thinking to much just say to ur self calm down! or just breath in and outor count to 10. i hope that helps
P.S i wish i was like u science is my weakist subject well hope u fell better
wasalam!

Answer 7

Sounds like you have a low self esteem. Go to a counciler or a teacher at school and talk with them. Tell them your problem.

They may can get you into something else to help you get your mine on other things.

Sounds like you are doing great. Good luck

Answer 8

Its called Over Achiever. Relax. Its kinda hard to get better than 100% on a test...

Answer 9

There is nothing wrong with you.........
Its good have self esteem or whatever you call...
So you will be more and more concentrate on your subjects...
this is a symptoms that you going to achieve something big in the future....
Who knows you could become a famous scientist.....

Answer 10

wow you're a genious. And yeah it is a normal thing, i mean i get pretty high grades too (not 100% like you lol, but 90'ish, and i still hate myself and think i suck). It's a really bad thing to be negative about yourself, so try to stay positive, and be proud of yourself.