suicidal why should i live?

Question

why should i live when theres nothing left in life.people have confirmed what a sad watste of space i am. I have tried to get help without sucsess.

I have the means to take my life it will be slow and painfull but i dont care any more.

i dont think much of myself i think i am a evil crock of crap and everyone apart from my parents would be better off without me.

i hate myself and others that i have crossed paths with that have caused me upset. people seem to take advantage of my mental health problems nad use it against me to make me feel even worse.

when there is nothing to life why should i carry on ,why

Answer 1

You should live because God commands you to, and God is good. The end. To do this isn't easy.

Without God's love, you will always crave more and more and never be content.

Without a friend that gives you an honest answer when you want one, who gives you one out of love, you will always feel some misery. And if you only have friends that flatter you, you may be depressed knowing that they are doing so because they want to take advantage of you in some way rather than truly loving you, or loving you with a pure love, love which isn't self-seeking.

Also, you may have a poor diet which is causing a chemical imbalance or making you depressed due to its blandness, have past trauma that is still bothering you because you don't know how to deal with it or because it was very painful, are encountering unpleasant smells often (like perhaps from a new rug which smells bad), have bland surroundings (you may want to decorate your walls with posters), have unpleasant parents, don't have friends or ones that give you bad to no advice when you ask for the help or when it's obvious you need it, you may have a boring getting-no-where life, or you may feel as if you're not getting your way in general (which frustrates everyone who feels that way).

I had problems with depression and suicide due to my parents neglecting my education, including knowledge about right from wrong, and not having much interesting or helpful to do. I also got bullied at school for how I was dressed and appeared before I was 14 and of course, instead of the bullies being punished I was the one who got stuck in a miserable substitute for a "normal" public high school and had next to no friends while there (and still have about none). Soon after attending that school I was bullied by the police off an on a few times. Other miserable things happened including being repeatedly kicked out and being mistreated at nearly all the jobs I had by coworkers or bosses who harassed me out of them. But, God saved me and helped me beat my depression and allowed and helped me to accomplish some great things that I can take comfort in having accomplished no matter how miserable. I'm still depressed sometimes, but it's not as bad now since he's opened my eyes.

Check out the link in my profile if you are interested in spiritual help, which I found has been a lasting and permanent solution heading towards perfect peace. I hope you show the link to others.

Answer 2

First, get professional help; this is a must do now! You are worthy of life and the world would be worse off without you. You must have some courage otherwise you wouldn't be posting your cry for help on Yahoo. Remember, when you've hit bottom there is only one way to go - UP. I will guarantee that there is someone who knows you that cares about you and if they knew that you were in need of help they would be there for you. The trouble with depression is we think the world is against us and in reality it isn't. Find someone you look up to, that you know has a caring outlook on life and talk to them; you will be surprised by their reaction. I had a casual aquaintance who had money worries, love problems as well as an abusive relative. If I had known this I could have helped but unfortunately found out too late. You can't get through this alone, so get help. Just remember - you are worthy.

Answer 3

The type of help you've gotten so far obviously wasn't good enough! That doesn't mean help isn't out there. Change your doctor, find other people to confide in!

And yes, think about your parents...seriously. Don't wanna do that to them.

Don't judge yourself so harshly. Don't criticize yourself so much...I've noticed how people that are intelligent and caring end up criticizing themselves a lot and holding themselves to a high standard and ending up unhappy...while average Joe that doesn't spend time thinking about life or others is more cheerful and content. I'm not saying we should follow his example but we could learn to give ourselves some little breaks...

May God put his sweet light into your soul.

Answer 4

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Answer 5

because i care! this crazy world needs you! nobody is a complete waste of space tell those people they sux and you are truly a better person than they are! why should others go on and you not? you may have made mistakes in the past but God has a message for you he loves you and there is nothing you can do to make him love you less! so get up and do something nice for someone. find your purpose. and smile and don't ever let anyone tell you that you don't have a purpose you arejust looking for it.

Answer 6

Don't feel bad, i went through the exact same thing for my whole school life, i NEVER had friends even when i was little but i went to schools where White-discrimination was a huge issue. I was picked on for my looks: my crooked teeth, my unruly hair (people thought i had lice), i was pale, had severe acne, i plucked my eyelashes all out out of stress, i was a little fat, and i was really quiet. i got bad grades because i was treated so bad and at times, it got so bad it was just ridiculous, but i don't know now if i was just fearless or stupid for this but i NEVER skipped school out of fear, i NEVER let myself get put into the place my enemies wanted me to be, and i stayed my ground. I did have friends, but they were always busy.
I know it seems bad for you right now, but it will get better as long as you let it get better for you. I no longer have any of my old flaws, i have even been asked if i was a supermodel which to me is very odd, and all my foes are either HS dropouts, pregnant with their second kid to whom they don't know the dad of, drug addicts in jail, and/or live on the streets. Now, i am more popular and i have a boyfriend who loves me to death, so things should and will get better. If they dont in your opinion, keep trying, don't give up on yourself, what you feel now is only temporary but death is forever and if you die, you may never know a great future God may have in store for you because He does believ in you, you just have to prove it and anyone can.

Answer 7

I have depression...and I can relate. I have been in the same "psych-ward" 3 times..so I know what you are talking about. I dont really know I guess try to think of something you DO want in the future. It could be anyting. Do you want to go to college, lose your virginity, have kids?? That could be something to keep your momentum going. I do think you should seek help though as much as I hated going to the ER.

Answer 8

Please don't do it! You are NOT a sad waste and there are many reasons for you to carry on. Look for them, as explained by mandalay. Think of tomorrow, and not today or yesterday. Give yourself a better chance and rise above the thoughts you are having about yourself. Change those thoughts, and think of some good things about yourself. Talk to yourself and tell yourself you are worthy. Do not worry about anything. Make your goal to be happy and do not take your eyes off that goal.

Please do not do what you are contemplating. Be happy in spite of others. Don't give them power or control to the point you are willing to give your life for their shortcomings. Again, again and again, be happy. Make your goal to be happy. I can't say that enough.

Stay with us!

Answer 9

i have been there... man have i ever... but i pushed through it and things got better. it took work, time, counseling, and faith in myself. just know that it doesn't matter what anyone thinks, regardless of your problems, you are who you are, and life is worth living. try to surround yourself with positive people.

Answer 10

Get yourself to an ER.