I need to know which stage of grief am I on?
My friend died in a car accident 3 weeks ago and I found out on friday 4 days after her funeral. We haven't talked in 4 years because we forgot to exchange contact info at graduation.
On fri I was in denial. I was giggling over the fact that she was dead. From Sat to Mon I was depressed. I couldn't stop crying. Now I feel like I haven't cried enough but I don't want to cry anymore. I've also said and done somethings I don't usually do like spend a ton of money. I also feel like I'm the last person to know that she's dead. Several customers at the store I work were wondering why I wasn't in my usual happy, perky mood. I told them my friend died. They all read about her death when it hapened in the paper. It made big local news. i found her husband's Myspace page and sent him an e-mail expressing my condolences but he hasn't responded.
Which stage am I on? I know I haven't reached acceptance yet.
2007-10-17
18:50:55
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christigmc
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yesterday I found her Myspace and it caused me to cry some more. I got a little caught up on the 4 years that I've missed.
I also e-mailed her husband to ask where she is buried so I can at least visit her grave.
2007-10-17
19:05:18 ·
update #1