How should i deal with this?

Question

a coworker and i were emailing each other and he said let's make luv and i said i wasn't sure. anyway later on in the day, he told me he wanted to touch me and me touch him. i then changed my mind and told him i wanted us to touch. after his shift was over, we met at the top floor of the library which is where we work and we tried find a spot, but i freakd out thinking someone would see us. he could tell i wasn't sure and told me we shouldn't do it since i wasn't sure and that i wasn't into it. he just seemed really cool about it when i asked him if he was upset and he seemed laid back. he could tell i was nervous and confused and he kinda hugged me. the next day i emailed him from home saying that I want him and me to still do it, but then he said he couldn't do it since he was horny yesterday and that i should do it with someone i luv . he said he was sorry and that he hoped i didn't feel used. was he using me/ did he feel rejectd? how should i move past this?

Answer 1

it does feel like a use, but! since he notice wat type a person u was, it made him change his mind