Because I feel like I went past the point of no return. You won't believe the stuff I did KNOWINGLY and WILLFULLY! Its like I was born-again for a ltitle moment of time then went and sinned on PURPOSE! I really really really regret becoming born again. I don't know why the holy spirit even bothered convicting me. Especially at a young age I am only 15 geez. And I felt love in my heart because I believed Jesus could save me. Then I believed he couldnt and was like "ill find my own way to heaven'' and started to cuss and swear against Jesus and became so hardened against him its insane. I believed he was satan pretending to be a saviuor. I believed that the devil was God. I believed much more things that later I realized I was wrong. And all these visions and dreams of myself in hell got me freaked out. I want it tO STOP! I want my life back,. and the happiness and love JEsus gave me. But i betrayed him. I even crucified him in a dream and laughed. I started mocknig him and blasphemy :(!
2007-10-08 07:19:02 · 13 answers · asked by I am Delusional 1 in Society & Culture ➔ Religion & Spirituality
I can't tell you how many people I've seen say the exact same thing recently. It's as if Satan is using the same trick on everyone. It is Satan feeding you these lies.. Jesus is not Satan. You are forgiven when you turn to him. He won't turn you away. Talk to him. God bless.
2007-10-08 07:23:36 · answer #1 · answered by Anonymous · 4⤊ 0⤋
There is only ONE unforgiveable sin, and that's rejecting Jesus as your lord and saviour. I also have done some things that I felt were unforgiveable in Gods eyes. However,
in matthew 12:
31 “Therefore I say to you, every sin and blasphemy will be forgiven men, but the blasphemy against the Spirit will not be forgiven men. 32 Anyone who speaks a word against the Son of Man, it will be forgiven him; but whoever speaks against the Holy Spirit, it will not be forgiven him, either in this age or in the age to come :)
I also was a backslider, and it really s***** to be "walking in darkness".
Didn't it feel great to feel his spirit? Pray to Jesus and ask for forgiveness, I can guarantee you'll know what it really means to be forgiven. The world doesn't understand the true meaning of forgiveness, as I'm sure you'll get their input also. Come back home, he really does love and forgive you :)
Don't forget: the devil is a LIAR and he sees that he is losing one of his and he's fighting you to gain you back.
2007-10-08 14:57:34 · answer #2 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
Once you had those dreams theirs still hope for you. Especially when its a meaningful dream. Because if God would be unforgiving and would just forsake you he wouldent ever send that fear. Some people God saves through fear. Because becoming a Christian Is not game.You dont play around with fire. First of all if you really truly regret that what you said is wrong, I would have the fear of God not to repeat the exact terms on what you regret .But like I said you can still have hope of forgiviness..It all depends on your heart.
2007-10-08 14:35:05 · answer #3 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
If your concerned, you AREN'T too far gone. That's the Holy Spirit working on you.
1 John 1:9-10 (New International Version)
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9If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness. 10If we claim we have not sinned, we make him out to be a liar and his word has no place in our lives.
I am backslidden, too. But I KNOW that God HAS been working on me, by having me continually post in R&S, like I am here.
God hasn't forsakken either one of us. We BOTH need to pray & have others pray for us, that we would come back to that relationship that we both need so much!
2007-10-08 14:27:05 · answer #4 · answered by Anonymous · 1⤊ 0⤋
Satan is polluting your mind with these thoughts for you to question you salvation. There are two things Satan wants; for no one to confess Jesus Christ as Lord and savior and for those who believe to be unfruitful for the Kingdom of God. Whenever these thoughts enter your mind, rebuke the evil one in Jesus name. Also pray and study God's word, work on your relationship with Jesus Christ, ask Him to forgive you of your sins and repent of them. He will stay close to you and guide you if you believe in Him. Also go to, if you are not already, a Bible believing, Christ preaching church and find some mature brothers or sisters to disciple you. Jesus loves you with a love you cannot possibly comprehend and he will lead you through this. Put on the full Armour of God(Ephesians 6:10-20) and remember, "For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord." Romans 8:38,39 I will be praying for you, God bless.
2007-10-08 15:01:00 · answer #5 · answered by 4Christ 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
I offer the following scripture to comfort you - 1 John 3:20 - "For if our heart condemn us, God is greater than our heart, and knoweth all things." God knows how the evil one oppresses us in our concious and unconscious states. Satan and his legion of demons will stop at nothing to steal your joy and cause you to doubt your salvation. Rest assured and sleep well, your salvation is being kept 24/7 by Jesus Christ!
2007-10-08 15:52:35 · answer #6 · answered by Virginia B (John 16:33) 7 · 0⤊ 0⤋
EVERYONE sins willingly and knowingly.
You need to pray and ask Christ to forgive you for your sins, and keep trying to do better, WITH His help.
You have some issues which I suspect may have caused you to have some anger toward God....perhaps abuse, or something that's happened in your life that you felt was unfair and deeply hurt you. If that's the case He knows and understands, but you have to get some help to try and deal with the cause of your anger.
2007-10-08 14:25:01 · answer #7 · answered by lady_phoenix39 6 · 1⤊ 0⤋
the other day i was telling myself that God could never forgive me for all that I've done. but i also know that God will never forsake me. if you repent with you heart God will forgive you.
if you mocked God and blasphemed the Holy Spirit with your heart then no, you will not be forgiven. BUT God does understand that we are human and He understands that. it's ok to question God.
2007-10-08 14:23:40 · answer #8 · answered by Ms. Lady 7 · 2⤊ 0⤋
Don't be too hard on yourself. Whether you are a believer or not just try to do better in the future. The past IS OVER. You can't do anything about it.
2007-10-08 14:27:14 · answer #9 · answered by Jabberwock 5 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Jesus said if you sin against your brother 12 times in a day and he repents and asks forgiveness, you should fogive him.
If you repent and ask forgiveness, then you will be forgiven,
2007-10-08 14:28:48 · answer #10 · answered by Anonymous · 1⤊ 0⤋